The Life Story of an Obnoxious Dictator

My new Link

2008-12-23T15:32:00.001+08:00

http://azwanxious.wordpress.com

I Have Moved to ..

2008-12-15T13:29:00.001+08:00

WORDPRESS!!!

my blogspot have been giving me lotsa problem.

so i move to wordpress.

it is still under construction so im am not releasing the link just yet.. =D

2008-11-13T03:40:00.000+08:00

Dancing with a dream?! What the FUck?!

2008-11-10T09:14:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure how to start this post. Hold on let me think. Still Thinking. Still Thinking... Still Thinking.

I got it!.

I got tons of editorial board work need to be done. Seriously a lot, I manage to finish through half of it but still there are a few glitches keep popping.

but

but

whatever.

Last saturday night, was the LEO club of USJ 8 GALA DINNER.

The gala was overall ughh... ughhh.. :@ but it was an adventurous night. You will find out soon enough.

me? like duh

Fern, I am not sure what she was looking at.

That girl again. with the..*Ughh looK*

Steffi and Fern. steffi was a whackjob. She performed at the gala it was entertaining.

Steffi / Monkey
*monkey see monkey do monkey hehehe hohohoho*

The Band Performances

After the Gala... the 5 of us walked to Taipan. Sekolah Wawasan.. TO Taipan! it was far.... i even took off my shoes cause it was bleeding my ankle.. -.- im not sure what is that particular part called. On the way to taipan we passed through a police station. Outside the police station there was well A Car with the wind shield Shattered. in a circular motion. O.o Amazing right? then blah blah blah... my blog is buggy -.- i could barely even post any picture.. to post picture i need use IE but now i am currently continueing this post using Mozilla.. soo HAHA. XD

sorry eunice i didnt upload your pic.. later i will touch up this post.

NO AM I NOT GOING TO DO LEENA"S TAG. Its too bloody annoying.

Happy Birthday

2008-11-05T23:19:00.001+08:00

Well i would like to give a simple "Happy Birthday to my Sister.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Midnight Ray

2008-11-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

Exams are over.

I don't see why people shout Yay Woot and Etc. Don't you people know? Thanks to the end of the form 4 examination. We are practically form 5 and SPM is like a stone away. Imagine, in another year we all will be having our SPM and after that we have college life and so on..

No mood to say anything.

Well I must say something.

Today, was the last day. First come physics. The paper was tough but it was manageble. Then comes Biology after recess. The paper was a pain in the fucking ass. Last but not least, Mathematics. The paper was challenging in a way but i manage to overcome the obsticle using some few tricks off my sleeves.

I Think i will stop here.

"Let the ray of the moon splash it's dust on the pure living souls."

Fuck off.

2008-11-03T16:06:00.003+08:00

Tagged by,

Leena and Sheila.

Your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Not sure how to react. I will be confused and fucked up.

What will your dream wedding be like?
what the fuck?!

On your wedding day, what would you like to see?
Fuck it i wouldn't bloody hell know.! Nice tag here shazlena -.-

Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Not really everything has been straight forward and deception and agony roams the land.

What's your ideal lover like?
The list is quite long but i will list a few.
• Non-Bitchy
• Non-Snobbish
• My Other Half
• Long Hair? Not too long. But I hate girls with short hair. Short Hair = Ugleh
• The Chemistry must be there
• Not a Gold Digger(i will do a background check)
• Are you sure you want me to continue? Later la!

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I will feel emotionally disturb and devastated. Try to fish her out of the pond.

Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
my so called Friends :D

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Rich. Big house. and Preferable Alone. Wait 10 years too short for that. Hold on let me think, Not living in malaysia.

Who are currently the most important people to you?
I don't know if people think I'm important to them. Then that person will be important to me

Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Rich and Single.

What's the first thing you do every morning?
I think i answered this before. I wake up , Look around, and doze off.

Would you give all in a relationship?
We shall see the end of the road. An Altar or Death pit.

If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
A bad apple must be thrown out. But the good apple taste sweet.

What type of friends do you like?
Friendship that won't break although one of them is on top of mount everest or deep in the ocean.

What type of friends do you dislike?
Racist and Kiasu

Are you a virgin?
*cough*. Like duh -.-

Have you ever lied to your parents?
Who hasn't. I'm naughty Wroof!

What did you lie about?
Something that need to be kept secret

Currently, are you having any crush on anyone?
* draw a heart * * grab a knife * * pierce my heart *

Hint about him / her?
1 in a 10000000

Do you think the guy / girl knows?
Don't know. If there is one.

What phrases you usually say when something unexpected happens?
i will just make faces.

What annoys you the most?
not sure

What is your current obsession?
myself and i feel like flushing some "things" down the toilet

Who do you short text the most these days?
Fern. I seldom text anyway. Too lazy to type. I prefer the 1 button which is green in colour.

Who do you miss alot now?
The old little me.

Which secondary school friend you miss the most right now?
-

Who do you idolise now?
Nobody in particular. I'm not into this over obsessing thing over other people. Seriously. While idolise other people while you can make a throne for yourself.

Best girl friends?
Not sure. All the girls i hang out with? I wont write those name here. But if you think you are my friend please to imagine your name here.

Best boy friends?
Not sure. All the guys i hang out with? I wont write those name here. But if you think you are my friend please to imagine your name here.

Biggest fear?
Horrors.

Favorite hang out place?
Not the toilet. Not in front of a mirror. Some where other then home. With my so called "friends"

If you were to go out with a group of friends, who will you choose?
If the moon shines the sunlight will fade.

Made any new friends recently?
Don't know.

What kind of mood are you in most of the time?
Happy. But Now i am just plain Devastated.

Do you like the person who tagged you?
Ok lah~.

I tag:
If you're not tagged yet by the chain and I want to say is.... " You are it! "

Tagged by,

Fern

Five things you love to say are:
• Fuck.
• Bitch.
• Shut up.
• Oh My God!
• What la you.!

The sweetest thing your lover can do for you on V-Day?
• Surprise me

For girls: Do you prefer receiving one pound of chocolates or a dozen roses from your lover? Or both?

For guys: Do you prefer giving one pound of chocolates or a dozen roses to your lover?Or both?
• I will give Roses. Chocolate won't last long and will make the girl i gave it to fat. Straight to your hips!.

Your 16-year-old friend is pregnant. What do you ask/tell her when she tells you she's pregnant?
• Who is the father? I will go punch his Dick out to venus. A friend in need is a friend indeed.

Sons? Daughters? Or orphans? Or none at all?
• I don't understand the question.

If you were to choose ONLY ONE person to spend the rest of your life with in the middle of nowhere, who will it be?
• Somebody to cherish and love throughout that dreadful life.

If you catch your lover kissing another partner IN PUBLIC, what would you do?
• Slap her. Punch the dude to Ahkua street.

Would you prefer eating chocolate dipped crickets or Durians?
• None of the above i like it original.

If you have your own store, what will its name be and why?
• Obnoxious Corp.

You love ___________
• to learn on how to love someone we care.

What's your status?
• Single and Happy

Describe yourself in eight words.
• Obnoxious person who can't accept rejection. Love myself.

Is music a part of your life?
• Nope

Any advice for the world?
• Care for mother nature. Learn to love. Loving your partner till the end of the twisting nether.

Tag 5 people:
• to
• people
• who
• are
• called

Friends

You will always be my thunder

2008-10-30T16:25:00.002+08:00

long time has past and words flow through my veins.
as if that it never flood out by the hurtful blaze.

it is has been awhile i updated. Not awhile actually but few days. Monday, Tuesdays, and Wednesday
oh cool only 3 days.

Last Monday was nafisah's "open street" it was filled with unknown people. Not really unknown but people la. nafisah invited a lot of people.. i think she was the one with most guest among all the our "neighbours". The lemang and beef rendang was nice.. but the chicken rendang... i think it gave me the ticket to the toilet.

Today addmaths paper was a killer.! It was Bloody easy when i say easy i mean really "easy". Is like every question is lack of information. How the hell to answer the bloody question. But i answered what i could and hope for the best. But i am just going to say this.

I AM GOING TO FAIL MY ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS PAPER! *fire works*

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I will make a poll this weekend.

so called "permintaan" from our English teacher Mrs J.T.A

A new Beginning

2008-10-26T21:39:00.003+08:00

well usually after an eruption there is a new beginning. Haha wtf am i crapping?.

I changed all the purple into grey.. and my song now is haha I'm Yours by Jason Mraz and Thunder by Boys Like Girls.

Do you guys like the changed i made? :D although it wont be colourful it will look all gloomy and sad :D I am not.. I am currently high and crazy! but still sane enough to be political and a rebel.

Volcano's Eruption

2008-10-26T20:19:00.003+08:00

hahaha there is simply nothing will make me say sorry to someone who over-reacted on something simple.

Over reacting Over reacting.

It could be my fault It couldn't be my fault you choose :D

why should i even say sorry? Do you think i would give a bloody damn if one of my friend would actually like someone like you. :D If only i could sound more evil owh wait i could but i'm not that evil :D Weeee. I love Dramatic stuff. Fuck it Fuck it.

the word "sorry" if thrown off people mouth soo easily today. Only like 1% of the time the person who say sorry they are really sorry.

I shouldn't say sorry . If i did that would mean its my fault all the long.

You ask me to be truthful and i am being truthful the prank was funny and you are just over reacting.

I shouldn't say sorry to something i might or might not have done. Should i just say sorry because you need a fucking sorry? Please i am sorry i wont say sorry to something that wasn't even my bloody fault. Maybe it was my fault who cares who ever faults it was i wont blame it on that particular person. I wont be pointing to the person like a 5 year old kid.*look look it was his/her fault not mine why should i say sorry*.

It could be my fault it couldn't be my fault i wont say anything i want to see how will you react to this/that/now whatever.

The volcano erupts. Booom.! Boom! flood the land with molten hot lava. If you are a science student go study it :D haha i think it would be fun.

PS : I think you just like to pick a fight with someone :D

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Well today was alia's open house it was fun. I fucking like roti jala. I was like yay roti jala. after everyone reach we went to the padang to SyokSendiri. After that etc etc etc. Something happen in between. Sent nafisah home and i reach home and now i am fucking here :D

the food was great friendly parents(i think). a lot of people.

Thanks alia for inviting :D

Sound Track of my Summer!

2008-10-26T14:08:00.002+08:00

syawal is the muslim's summer (no lah)

Last friday was the best day. I finish my addmaths paper. Except for question 15 which i do not know how the fuck to do that bloody fugly question :D Agam paper.. well was agama i care only 50% and i did 50% with full confident but the other 50% is meaning and hukum tadwij which i suck at it :D But i manange to finish 99.99% of the paper :D

Yesterday was My Rumah Terbuka.

It was Tiring. The before did alot of cleaning and i rearrange the garden from top to bottom. Special thanks to my maid because she destroy the old garden :D

I Hope everybody had fun yesterday. Now you know alot of things that you didn't know about me.
I own a guitar. I am Vain(well i think everyone knows that). My closets is filled with hahahhaa Baju lah which the groupie "like".

The day started with ellia who came first. sharp 2 o'clock. I seriously wasn't expecting her to come soo bloody early. I grab a cake and serve her outside because my mom's friends was raiding the table.. Ellia which tak tahu malu(which is good) Just raid the banquet table and ate my mom nasi tomato :D. After Ellia.. If im not mistaken Rachel reach. SHe like waiting for liyana.. so she can eat or something.. she damn malu one not sure why maybe it is just me haha.

After Rachel, Wei zhong and Xue kun arrive. Well the first thing wei zhong did was well practically raid the food table. [ Duuughhh! ] But Xue kun ate before he came which is like a *swt* moment. After that... Shazlena, Amira and Alia arrived. Shazlena and Amira was hungry and Alia was hungry too but she was to shy to pass by the living room .. Maybe because Bebek was there or something *grin**evil satanic laugh*. After those 3... there come Fern Eunice and Steffi. Something happen in between haha... I remember that i grab atleast 3 cake to outside because some of them are too shy to enter -.- . After that Robyn arrive.. Sheila arrive and Gautam arrive and Liyana was the last to came.

I think there was more.. not sure who i missed. Hold one let me count... 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15?. Not sure hold on.. Nafisah was the last one to arrive.. I thought she wasn't coming.. But i am glad you all came.. To the 7 people i invite that couldn't make it.. its ok.. maybe i invite you last minute and you are busy or something.

All the malay girls except for liyana and the "half" chinese nafisah wore baju kurung. I was quite shock. Didn't expect that haha.

After they all eat.. they did a first attack to my room which i manage to stop them from entering. haha. Yay for me.. But wei zhong and the chinapek geng want play chor tai di with money so i think.. i clean up my room abit and let them in la.. haha....

My nephew was angry at me because i didn't choi him... "Kawan uncle azwan dah balik ke belum... Bila uncle azwan nak main dgn haiqal!!! -.-" Quite funny actually he actually upset with me :D but onc ei gave him the guy.. he has fun and shoot everyone with it haha. :D

Hope you guys kenyang eat my mom's cooking... I told you guys it was awesome :D

When they all raid my room.. this groupie raided my closet and took out everything.. without putting it back at the correct position it was like WHATTHEFUCK! Dude pandai pandai ambil tak pandai letak -.- I arrange my cloths from... xxxxxxxx cannot tell haha.

The found alot of stuff and like kinda shock i own this few stuff coz they dont think its me. Hey me in school is soooo different from me at home. But i am not a lala.!

The groupie even play will my sunglasses btw i only show 2 sunglasses but there is more :D i will only put them outside when i redecorate my room form top to bottom.

I had fun entertaining all you... must be the first time you guys enter my house... If you guys got nothing to do just come again.

Thanks to all those who came and ate everything.. (the leftovers was like ngamngam for dinner)

Those who i didn't invite please don't be upset. I have my reason which you do not need to know about.. but i hope we are still friends

Those who cant make it. Make sure you come to my next open house(if there is one) Make sure.! if i can't find you next time.. i will take my "bow and arrow" and hunt you down like deers :D

Nafisah, Thanks for tuning my guitar haha Thanks for taking it out from the bag serious... since yesterday i am kind attach to my guitar. But if you want to borrow it. Its ok I wont die without the guitar. I am neutral with the guitar im not inlove whit it Unlike someone.

To sheila, I am soo aint going to say sorry to you :D I wont say its not my fault and i wont say it was my fault but you were over reacting on something really really simply FUNNY prank

ps : could this be my longest post of the month?

I had fun guys I Hope you guys did too. Come again :D Thanks for Coming(god how many times i want to say this).

Well i appreciate all of you showing your face :D

Robyn and Xue Kun Next time when you want to come to an open house... come with an empty stomach. Atleast you at something before you left. :D

My hips and knees are fucking sore and i could barely walk.

Should i get ready now? It is almost time for alia's open house.

Lightning shall strike!

2008-10-23T19:02:00.002+08:00

today was utterly painful day. Early in the morning there was BI paper 1 if I'm not mistaken my question 1 i did more words than question 2 and question 2 is the one suppose to be HORRIFYING LONG!, yet i did the swish and flick. to my paper and i manage to crap and make a TRAGIC story.

Basically after recess i would be fulled and half hungry. Well I got that feeling and BOOM! BM haha BM was a painful one... i wrote like 1000 words +++ around 4 piece of paper it was tiring with the essay questions and rumusan and tatabahasa bull crap but still i manage to finish it in the nick of time *huge grin*

Tomorrow there is going to be a lightning strike. Addmaths is tomorrow although its only paper 1 I am STILL SCARED! Im scared out my my shoes. Base on my observation. i tend to do well in finals last year i use to fail... around 50 + for my maths(i count that as fail). But in pmr i got an A weEEE. Same goes to the year before it. :S and before it... and the list continues.....

Thanks to someone... other people is calling me a fucking priest... well atleast i will heal you people when you are attack by the devil... * i call upon the demons of hell.. rise and attack the people who absorb my holynesss*

SOMEONE THOUGHT SOMEONE IS MAD AT ME/ I AM FIGHTHING WITH THIS SOMEONE :D

do try to read between the lines :S

Opposite of Bountful

2008-10-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

Late i haven't been updating much.

Basically the days goes by with nothing blocking the way. Damn i wish there was a road block.

Yesterday(monday) there was bio paper 2 and english paper 2. English was English enough said full stop Well bio in the other hand was a big fat shocker! it wasn't as hard as expected. It was quite easy for "pn ashikin's standard" well the front part of the bio paper was abit tough... as in goes dipper it was getting easier.. I crapped alot at the essay part but alll are facts ! FACTS! IM GOOD AT CRAPPING BUT I CRAP FACTS!.

Today was well my first death! human have 10 lives during exams... let see how much i left... hmmm i left 9 life! cool ... early in the morning there was EST paper 1 i thought est paper 1 is circle circle a.k.a objective. BUT I STAND CORRECTED! Zzzzz i feel like killing myself sometimes wlel not sometimes most of the time i got something wrong! -.-

Die la...

Banzai YOHOOO! YAHOO!!! ARIIIBAA!!!

TOMORROW CHEMISTRY!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The broken man

2008-10-16T14:04:00.008+08:00

"kill and burn,burn and kill, you can't kill burn, although burn can kill"

Im broken into pieces sejarah choped and skinned me alive !

Today suck to the max. First i was late by accident FIRST TIME WEIH! i never come late to school unless its on purpose this one really tak sengaja and i was late ! i took like a 5 minute bath and storm out!

By the time i reach class teacher like giving out the paper Which is Bahasa Melayu paper 1. Haha i when i saw the bahagian B part read all the 1 till 5...... i though nafisah going to do number 3 Pen pal :D well i thought she is going to tell this particular person about gejala samseng and bull crap shit. But i Stand corrected. Dammit! During Bm i manage do draft up few words which was flowing through my head

The Broken

Let the feelings be perish from your wounded heart.
Perish i said! Perish and Begone.
Let the moonlight heal the wounds
and brighten up this gloomy night.

While the dark aura within you disappear.
Let the grace of heavens wipe your tears.
Although the sun still hasn't shine.
Soon it will be yellow and fine :D

All you need is to be classified.
By looking at the sun when it rise.
Gaze upon this hateful break.
All you can do is wait.

ps : dedicate to sheila. since you are pissy and flowing bad aura hope this might help you :D. Bad aura = no good. Try to absorb positive ions.. haha good aura = good :D

for the first time i got a title for a poem

Then during recess i tried to read sejarah.. but nothing is going in NOTHING AND I MEAN NOTHING! well by the end of the day all i can repeat is I HATE SEJARAH I HATE SEJARAH! HISTORY IS HISTORY and the list continues with my hatred .. to sejarah DIE!

I still can't accept the fact nafisah own something i want seriously want.!! I feel miserable!!! I'm depress! depress i said! D E P R E S S!!!!

This is how i feel

2008-10-15T21:16:00.002+08:00

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
I said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Somepeople express their heart by what they listen to. This is what me and my heart feels There is just no point i say NO POINT! I COULD STAY HERE FOREVER AND NOT A SOUL WILL CARE ABOUT ME!!!! DIE!

I fucking hate sejarah. well i spend my noon sleeping :D nice sleep now im going to start reading my sejarah on my bed.. just incase if i fell asleep i do not need move :D

I would like to say to all those taking sejarah paper tomorrow :D

PREPARE TO DIE!!

The end :D

Tooo Confident?

2008-10-15T14:44:00.003+08:00

Or am i just plain ~~whats the word... "something"~~ cocky

Yesterday

Well before exams people are suppose to feel anxious and excited? :D but not me guess what i did? Since like i woke up at 11 a.m. I play World of Warcraft by the time i stop which is around 6 evening i already push up 500kills :D It is such a good therapy :D You people should try it killing or hitting is better than real life murdering or etc crap bull shit.!

Today

I woke up at 6.10 a.m. bath and got ready to school without reading a single thing .. AND I MEAN NOTHING! NOTHING I SAY! NOTHING!!!!. I was worried about bio paper 3 but i got over it and BAM!! tadaaa i got the hypothesis correctly variables and all the main thing to make my section b "mark-able" :D

Well when i got to school i see someone.. in tudung wearing a horrified ugly thick frame glasses... and i was like who the hell standing there.. guess what? It was Miss Biggerstaphelps[did i spell it correctly?]. I sat and i was mumbling mumbling talk like nobody business and over reacting about the bio paper 3. SHe shut me off. I wasn't worried at all @@ I'm not sure why maybe I'm just plain lazy now TOO LAZY...

I think sheila is abit pissy today. Not sure why but you can sense it :D

After recess is mathematics paper 2 i didn't do any I MEAN any... revision at all.. Seriously. Who cares anyway.. I sat down and look through the papers guess what? I can do it... except for some question... number 2 to be precise... and soemthing about equation of a straight line if im not mistaken.. but for the volume of solid and area of the "shaded region" i could do it ! those part were heep of funn WEE!!! :D

Well not i should be studying but instead im cleaning my room from top to bottom @@ my table is a mess! Seriously need to be cleaned! my carpet is like full of dirts and craps SERIOUSLY need to be vacuum... thanks to my none-workable maid.. this thing happens -.- my book all need to be reorganize.. @@ GAhh so much things need to be done.. well atleast its better than studying.. I'm currently not in the groove yet.. but i will glare at my sejarah textbook ... until i am in the mood to read it...

If not i will just stare at it till morning :D i might have X-ray visions :D Becarefull gg :D

Is there anything else i need to have to say? Stay tune? Maybe i Update again later. Night time perhaps :D i don't think people read my blog anyway.. i only like told like 5person i own a blog.. and like there is like 10 readers currently i wonder.. should i Promote it everywhere? to the aussies perhaps? people i do not know Random humans who can't judge me? Well maybe i just post a link to my friendster or... myspace or.... facebook :D

For Fuck sake ... i think i got this from nafisah.. she keep saying the word FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.. -.-

Then i will just say ... owhhh fuck it -.- you want fuck that.. go.. hump on it or something.... well she got it from her cousin... which... they are... british right? not sure... i don't pay attention to people's life story unless im REALLY REALLY INTERESTED.

I DO NOT REMEMBER ALL THE GOSSIP I will only REMEMBER Something INTERESTING! :D

Ahh bullshit bloody hell la Tomorrow sejarah and Bm 1. BM is ok.. hand-able @@ SEJARAH... SEJARAH SUCKS!!! I GOT a FUCKING B FOR MY SEJARAH ...!! B I SAY B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! b for last year's pmr -.-

FUck i wonder when willl people will actually... will actually be kind enough to share their life story... "gezzz what the fuck am i crapping?"

Open House

2008-10-12T20:56:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, 11 of october 2008 Mariah opened her house for her friends and ETC people :D. I wonder why they call it open house? Rumah terbuka why cant they just call it a party? or find another fancy word. Why open? Why?

Well I started my day by waking up late around 10.30 p.m. Laugh all you want but atleast i'm not late to rachel's house but I was the last to reach rachel's house well that's not an issue. Continue with my 11th of october story, waited at rachel house and chit chat while waiting for Liyana who ask us to like be there by 11.30 and she like left the house at 11.30? her house is at shah alam. Well thats not an issue either :D I'm just trying to write an essay here [ picture included ].

We go to the ktm, by using public transportation we could reach mariah's house easier but there is like 500 meter walk from the ktm station of batu tiga. Rachel like make a joke hey you guys know right this ktm is going to klang.. port klang and someone got tricked :D obviously it wasn't me but someone did had that particular moment of confusion. By 12.30 if I'm not mistaken we reach batu tiga ktm station.. CHUUU CHUUU!.

Like i said just now we must walk like about 500 meter from the ktm station to reach. Well since I'm kinda lazy minded I thought of just riding the cab to mariah's house but nah waste money only. So we walked like a group of friend walking like in a spy movie with the catchy action tune well not really i only said that because i can hear the tune when i see the picture took by sheila.

Can you hear the tune?

Owh "please no picture!" I look so ~~hot~~ different here :D

Well we reached mariah's house eventually. The first thing we did was sapu the Food table by meaning sweep we really sweep! the foods are like running out. I think it is because we were hungry or something in between. 'I didn't eat breakfast' would be my reason. Nothing in particular I eat and eat and eat and eat and eat..... till got pulled upstairs to play with munchkin. Haha. :D

it was raided by the usj 4 groupie!

I think mariah's friend from SU barely eat. The thing is they arrived first and the food looked like untouch! -.- maybe mariah's mom refurnish it or something i wouldn't know :D. After eating all the main courses we raided the kuih raya! but someone mengelamun deeply.

1 guess who do you think she is thinking about?

Owh yeah me and muchkin played Indiana Jones The Lego it was FUN! but kinda got tired of it. :D Lego Lego I want play lego "nak naik tak? main indiana jones!" so went up and sat down on the floor start playing indiana jones! the lego!

*Sigh* Can we like play another game

Nevermind I want to play him!! I want to try My turn my turn!

Somewhere in between i keep going downstairs because i was thristy and soemthign in between i couldn't remember but somehow someone created a dress out of plastic. In the end somehow they play twister.. twist here twist there kiss here kiss there smell here smell there and the list goes on...........

Are you going to the prom with "this particular person" in that?!

I wish i got a ruller hold on! *measuring the distance* the lips are 1 cm away from that ass :D

Somewhere in between I found out that marsya and her friends are up to one thing and one thing only.. ONLINE SEX! using IMVU! PLEASE PEOPLE GET A LIFE ! [although i'm not sure i even have a life. how could i ask someone to get a life] WHO CARES.. GET A LIFE! :D

Wondering? what is she doing? 3 guesses! :D

After got bored of everything i went downstairs after like play with munchkin for like 3 hours?! I found out that the other SS-ed without me i felt soo left out. But i don't feel hurt that much since... well They ss with them self i SS with my little kid"""".

He was heavy trust me @@.

I never ask this question before. How old is munchkin? Seriously for someone who is not schooling yet he is a pro i mean professional ps2 player seriously. took a few more pictures with muchkin and so on so on then he pulled me up again and we start to continue the game since we just finished a story! haha which is like 8 levels? I repeat a WHOLE STORY!. But i ended up got tired of lego indiana jones.

I left this picture out haha, Pikaboo!?!!

Wee Fun Fun lotsa FUN!

She suddenly come to me and menyepit -.-

I didnt atk him he is the one who jump at me!

The whole day was a heep of fun in my opinion and i didnt hang with the otehrs that much.. i spend my time with munchkin @@. Me, Sheila and Nafisah went home around 6 if im not mistaken or was it 5?. We took the ktm walk across subang parade and i raise my hand.. AND A CAB STOPPED! :D

Well me, being the original me.. which is indirectly nice.. just that i cant get to be that characther when some peopel will over react if i actually like ughh... different! you know who im talkign about her name got 5 letters and people say HELL!!!!!! :D please do not get offended by the HELL!!!!!! First the cab sent nafisah home.. and i was shock because nafisah's father was at the gate! i dont think he look like john lennon. or is it someone else.. after that sent sheila home then obviously i was last to reach home and i payed about 10 bucks only! it was bloody cheap!! from like subang parade there the guy said 8 bucks to usj 4 but i don't think he expect that he need to send us home 1 by 1.. I would like to thank the cab driver for giving a reasonable price. Went i want to take the money out form my wallet i though of giving estra or something but i scared he get offended so i just give him 10 bucks and be done with it.

Guess what? as you know nafisah reached home first and sheila second and me last. It seems that i went online first and sheila second lastly nafisah :D well not a big deal anyway but who cares. i think this would be the longest post i ever did!

Before and After

2008-10-11T18:45:00.005+08:00

The Continuation of Raya 2008 Pictures :D

Well what most people do the day before raya is Throw All the kuih raya into their specific balang :D. After that.. kuih Photoshoot? :D

The Living room :D brand new from top to bottom :D thanks to this particular aunty My grandmother was Bloody happy lol. -_-

Raya picture of the year well its hard to take picture of a sneezing person this looks good enough haha see the pose ! My sister sneeze like nobody business with that pose ! HAHA!!

The syok sendiri picture continues

Take 3 if im not mistaken?

Haha

HAHAHAH!!

Well here is the extra Ss picture with took the the after which is 2nd october on the way to my maklong's open house in taiping perak :D

Take 1

Take 2

I have to say i do look like xuekun in this picture haha. but who cares i was trying to solo.. but my sister sempat kepoci -.-

Well usually Nobody SHOP FOR KAIN the second day of raya? Because like ughh already shop like a lot before raya? Well my mom is different.. @@ its a long story anyway to lazy to type it :D

Well while my mom shop.. I grab the camera and SS somemore? :D. I love the camera but hate myself not sure why.

take 3?

take 4

AND

CUT

The end :D

My Ruang

2008-10-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

My Myspace is like dead its like I just made it because I was bored and maybe... because of mob wars or something -.-. Well when I want to dig for friends all of them I mean all of them need an email to ask for an acceptance. Damn how am I going to get more friend?! Ii currently have like 3 friends? which doesn't include Tom.

Any of you that have myspace Please add me :D Haha

http://www.myspace.com/azwanazhar !! !! !! :D

Lol am I desprate? Please I Hope I'm Not haha :D

Do i look like an apek?! :D

1st October

2008-10-10T20:43:00.006+08:00

1st October, Hari Raya Aidilfitri :D

Family

Grandparents

Me and Ma

Me, My aunt and my Idiotic sister :D

Cousin with our Favourite aunt :D

Me and my aunt

Syok Sendiri take 1

Syok Sendiri take 2

2008 raya was not that bad but we had a better one :D

Happy Belated Aidilfitri? :D

LAUGH ALL YOU WANT!~ -.-

- To be continued :D

Purple Touches

2008-10-10T19:15:00.004+08:00

Haha. I'm just in the mood for something purple since i don't own anything purple or anything significant. I turn my blog into purple, black and white. In my opinion it Looks MUCH MORE EMO than before. For Fuck sake Go die critics! :D

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The Week THE WEEK!

Well at first there is no point being friendly to the visitors a.k.a Aussie :D. When they arrived last monday. I had issues with the JAKUN people.Well if you know me well enough you notice i have issues with everything. Why lavander is called lavander? not something else.

Well, my story started last thursday which is yesterday. I felt bored staying in class and play blackjack. So after recess the hypocrisy began. Although i had issues because well, I thought ALL i mean all was like ughhh brats from another country come here just to criticize us from top to bottom. Well I stand Corrected, Most of them was fucking friendly :D.

Well that'ss only a couple picture if I'm not mistaken that is like a bountiful amount still roaming around at other peoples camera :D . Met a very very very very very very friendly Australian name Moiar Utatao. The friendliest person you could ever find in this entire world [which exclude george w.bush]. I didn't get the picture from "this particular person" yet. So there is no picture of me with her. Owh yea, She keep saying that I'm Funny[No offense but i wonder are lame joke is the in thing is australia right now?] Then, there was Ash.

After awhile, only i ask him for a picture. Well it is because i seem him here and there with the stress face. So I didn't bother to bother him until.. the time. For Fuck Sake ... MY EYE!!!! WHY DID I SQUINT! well i can do is haha wait for another picture of him in baju melayu lol i didn't check the picture i wonder.. did i squint again?

Then there was who? I kinda forgot already hehe what to do all i can do is SMILE :D

The story continue today, Friday The closing ceremony. After the closing ceremony i mingled with april haha she is the 2nd friendliest person among them. I don't think i took a picture with her *Wonders*. Well i really can't remember much what happen today but april and moiar was feeling very sad. They don't want to leave haha. They even cried , my school uniform sleeve have "australian tears" *cough* . Only if i have the pictures , i could remember abit more. I will stop here for now :D Will continue GAH! :D

Fern's Tag number 2

2008-10-05T09:27:00.002+08:00

1. Your handphone model?
Nokia 5610D - Xpress Music
2. A picture of it?

3.How many times did your phone get tortured by you?
Alot! But i Love it!
4. Which part of your handphone you hate the most and why?
The Screen Because ROsak! I can't even read messages Luckily got backup phone!
5. Like the most and why?
The Design. Sleek Black with blue :D
6. If you're given a chance to change your phone colour, what would it be?
Change the Blue into Silver :D
7. What icon do you click the most?
Music Player - well it is "xpress music"
8. What else to change to become a perfect handphone?
Wi-Fi, etc etc Damn... too many to be written/type
9. You need a handphone because...
its a way of life
10. Who bought this phone for you?
My Mom! Mother! Otousan! Mommy! Mak!
11. With the total amount of your handphone price, what could you buy other than phones?
Hmm.. I could turn my room upside down :D. No la Don't knoiw.
12. Is your handphone model popular in the market?
I don't know
13. Describe yourself as a smart handphone user.
Smart?! Nobody is Smart People are just made intelligent yet... Lustful.
14. How often do you charge your phone?
once every .. when the battery is low?
15. Estimate, how long could your handphone survive?
Don't know
16. Actually are you interested in phones?
Can la.
17. Are you happy with you phone condition now?
NO NO NO !
18. Every morning, what is the first thing you do with your handphone?
Check got messages or not.
19. Imagine someone takes your handphone away for 1 day. What would happen?
I will be traumatize and hospitalize !!
20. No handphone no life. Agree or bullshit? Explain.
bullshit because (full stop) (full stop)
21. Tag 6 sexy phone users.
• You
• Are
• A
• Sexy
• Phone
• User!

Fern's Tag number 1

2008-10-05T09:15:00.003+08:00

My top 10 most favourite food
1. Opah's Nasi Lemak
2. My mom's Nasi tomato
3. My mom's Nasi Lemak
4. Calamari rings
5. Buttered prawns
6. FISH AND CHIPS!
7. Sushi
8. Maggi!!!!!!!!!!!
9. Mee Curry!!!!!!
10. Steak :D

10 things I've love doing
1. talking
2. watching tv
3. Eat Eat!
4. Spend Spend!
5. Well i have a bad habit rearranging my room furnitures .
6. More cha less Yam!
7. Watch Movie
8. Play online games
9. Reorganizing my closest every week
10. Lala-ing @@!

My top 10 recently most addicted songs
1. Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias
2. Do You Know? - Enrique Iglesias
3. Rule The World - Take That
4. Yellow - Cold Play
5. Viva La Vida - Cold Play
7. Tired of Being Sorry - Enrique Iglesias
8. Tong Hua - Guang Liang [ ALWAYS! ]
9. Xia Xue - Fahrenheit
10. Wo You Wo De Young - Fahrenheit

10 Person you wish to tag
Who? Who?!! who?! I know You! x 10

goodbye!

2008-09-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

Goodbye People.. I'm heading to my so called La Paris. :D Won't be Updating for 1 week haha I'm going to miss my computer. I know i said it before but what the hack. :D

Selamat Hari Raya

I will be leaving

2008-09-29T00:46:00.003+08:00

Later 4.30 to 5.00 i will be leaving for my kampung.. :D I'm going to miss my computer *cry* My air cond *cry!!* ahh owh well.

15 november there is going to be a Fahrenheit's Fantasy World Tour Live in Malaysia 2008. I really really want to go. I'm not sure my mom would let me go or not.. since it is a "chinese" concert. The ticket price range isn't that expensive well it is affordable for a stadium bukit jalil concert. If i am going.. i wont be shock if i see tons of lala people. The Ticket Price is something like

RM348, RM248, RM178, RM148, RM128, RM88. Well my eyes is look at 148 or 128 but fern said 148 is ee sei fatt which is one die rich(or soemthing). 128 would be jsut neutral haha.

I really want to go to this concert. I'm not sure why

Well, let me tell you what's my itinerary :

well Monday : of to my kampung
tuesday : stir the rendang tok..(thats my job thats why its perfect every year)
wednesday : well it's raya haha
thursday : maklong and paklong's open house at taiping. (they have an open house every year).
friday : well maybe follow my mom go lumut then in the evening barbecue.
saturday : wake up, eat, and go HOME! i can't wait for SATURDAY!!!

Well that would be your rough guide to know what i'm doing this week. I must slot in some time to study my addmaths.. i'm still wondering should i bring any books? O.o hmmm... er... ugghhh... maybe soemthing laa haha literature?

Even if i bring any books i will be too lazy to do anything.. my kampung is kinda boring these days haha. :D

Any of you readers know.. is there any other incoming concert to malaysia other than fei lun hai? O.o something english /US perhaps? pls do tell me i want to go to my first best concert ever.. THe thing is i don't think i would have alot of fun at the fahrenheit concert.. well for 1 reason.. my mandarin sucks big time! the last tiem i really really totally practice it was tadika.. the sri comel throw me in the chinese class haha...

Well hope to see all of you in school next week :D

Selamat Hari Raya to all those who are celebrating.

Happy Deepavali to all those going to celebrate it in 2 or 3 weeks :D

Happy Chinese New year to all those going to celebrate it next year :D

Malaysia have it ups and down.. but i love the multiracialness of this "peaceful" land. I like all races but i hate some of hteir personalities.

It doesn't Feels like raya

2008-09-28T05:31:00.005+08:00

over the pass years i remember the days of celebrating raya was HIP AND FUN! WEEEEEEEEEEE! and i can't wait for it at all. All the money that i will be collecting *drool?*. I think the fun is over for me, it doesn't feel festive at all maybe it is because my environment is different?

Well LONG LONG LONG ago i friends with this "malay people"(NOT A RACIST REMARK) :D so maybe that time i have some malay friends to talk about raya with them. Now, i have this chinapek group that i sit with which talk chinese 24/7 and always discuss about the chinese club *cough* cough* chinese gossip and the list goes on

That is why i think it could be my environment. Yet, maybe i just grew out of the festive season and got over it.. well i think all i have to do is Keep a *satanic bitch grin* on my face and abuse my parents to change my closet content since i want to change my whole "style" i just got too many bloody t-shirts and like nothing to wear. -.- I'm a guy so i only shop like once every year.

Yesterday, went to pyramid around 6 thanks to my mom who was doing her hair like since 12 o clock.. i sat there and sat there... O.o i "thin up my hair" But luckily i wasn't there since 12. my dad send me around 3 oclock but it is still like 2 bloody hours. Let me continue, well went to pyramid around 5.30++++++ la! then go to thai thai to order our berbuka puasa food. After that went to the ~~rempit~~ levi's store. My sister still hasn't bought her jeans so went there while waiting for her to pick some i might aswell pick something incase my mom in a nice mood to buy me my second pair O.o Thanks to my sister she was all lovey dopey and fallen for two of the jeans *yeah!* so i said to my mom ... if she can have 2 i want another one.. she gave me that look and i point and i try.. and she bought! haha..

Levi's is really environmental friendly now.. they dont give paper bags anymore they give the synthetic BAG where all the guys in the school use one.. its kinda nice.. black and got a big fat LEVI'S on both side i think i might use it for exams O.o After we bought the jeans went to thai thai and await for the arrival of the AZAN. O.o The food there was wonder... the sizzling beancurd tasted like egg heavan! and the cashewnut chicken someting taste awesome as well. The sweet sour fish was AMAZING! the tomyam tasted like a stream of flowing well tomyam.. it was wonderfull.. and I WAS FULL.

After that follow my sister to nichii -.- to me that place is filled with ~~old~~ people's clothes. After Nichi we went to padini concept store.. the big fat padini store.. you know lah.. -.- went there... there was this shirt i fucking like. but sadly it wasn't on sale and my limit was exceeded X.x hehe but at the other end.. there this 50% pile stuff and i saw well found something laa my mom found this lumberjack shirt i ended up buying. So if any of you need carpenting work I am already dressed for the job!. After padini went to polo haus O.o well bought something for my dad this time. So go figure oversize Shirt and so on.. -.- Damn i really want to collect Polo's Polo shirts.

Before we go home, Went to Converse and bought this magnificent shoe (in my opinion its beautiful). Sadly my ~~"raya shopping"~~ limit is over. Haha and then we all went home..

fern was bored so i played the game where usually play with nafisah.. Rate this Man/MALE/Boy/GUY 1 - 10 1 is butt ugly 10 is effing hot.(I rate Female,girls,WOman.) So we started playing.. after I ask fern what she think of Chace crawford she give him a 7 which is quite good. Then, indirectly i said You like pretty boys don't ya? Because she prefer jiro than wu chun and gave a 10 for jaejoong(someone from dbsk). then she say(something something) and i ask... pretty boys except zac efron.. then she say (something something).

*the something something you have to figure out yourself i scare she ninja KICK my ARSE

Lol i forgot to say this after i google chace crawford coz i don't know his face...before i ask the player, i always google the person to see its the player's type or not. When i was typing in... at the shortcut beside my navigation toolbar. There this suggestion says and i quote "Chace Crawford Gay" I didn't click of course.. bcoz I'm not a fan 1 and for what?! if he is gay who cares he look identically like the buttocks ugley Zac efron HAHA. Well who cares.. i think every guy in the world is ugly ~~except a few people that are worthy to be jealous about..~~

I think that is all owh yeah.. To the creator of fern's blog skin PLEASE GO DROP DEAD! you html codes are alll MESSED UP! it is soo fucking hard to find anything. And dude did you forget about top : 30px? or (>br>)? your bloody thing was soo high and it was hidden by the blogspot navigator which look way way more beautiful than your ugly navigator tabs :D just so you know.

-peace out- *peace sign* *UNITY FOREVER* * raya is soo dead -.-*

Eh wait... i think the other reason is maybe it is because it is exam after raya.. SO.....maybe the "exam" part brought my morale down >.<

2008-09-27T13:53:00.004+08:00

1) What's their name? Ng I-fern
2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?? she got a husband if I'm mistaken one of the DBSK
3)Do you get along with this person all the time? O.o
4) How hot is the person? I don't dare to say it(later i will get ninja twake!)
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you? Yup! I don't think so
6) Is this person olderthan you? by a couple of months
9) Are you related to this person? No.
10) Are you really close to him/her? I hope so.
11) Nickname? Fern sometimes i call her fernleaf
13) How often do you talk to this person? Quite often.
14) Do you think they will repost? I think so if she is like bloody bored or something
15) Couldyou live with this person? i think so but i doubt it will work -.- (since i annoy her too much these days)
16) Why is this person your number 1? I know her since kindergarden and the only person i totally remember from kindergarden
19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? Yea
20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person? No -.-
21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person? I think i will.
23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person? Not sure I think there was.
24) Do you know everything about this person? Not everything at least i know something :D
26) Have you ever made something with this person? Hmm... Hmm... Not sure but i think there is.
29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person? NO and NEVER!
31) Is your #1 on drugs? She is kinda emo but she wont do drugs or smoke or drink
33) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes? no -.-.
34) Have you and your #1 person made up a hand shake? No.
35) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person? Maybe always wanted to know how a chinese life is :D
36) Have you ever heard this person sing? Yeah. *cough*
38) Do you and this person have a saying? Nope
39) Do you know this persons myspace password? Nope.
44) Have you and this person gone clubbing? She got invite me but i can't go because i need to go to a stupid dinner -.-
46) Do you and this person talk alot? Quite seldom now
47) Do you like this person? As a friend yea...
48) Has this person yelled at you? DUH!
49) Have you and this person got into a fist fight? No but Does the silent treatment counts?
50) Do you want to go out with this person? As a friend : Lepak lepak mamak and "bitch" sure why not . Something else : Ughhhh no.
51) Do you want to be friends with them forever?? If i could :D

Thurday's Story

2008-09-25T19:36:00.004+08:00

well, basically the day start with 2 periods of addmaths. Pn ananthi taught us Second order differentiation and turning point, maximum and minimum points. Sadly I understood today's lesson and finished the homework before i took my short nap. I think if i remember all the formulas and practice a lot chapter 9 isn't that hard (i might regret what i just said).

In english today, i ask pn aliah where is she celebrating her raya. It is kinda sad cause she is just going to celebrate it here. I'm thinking of making my blog to invited readers only. Guess why? Puan Aliah VISITS BLOGS (carefull guys). During english i was in the mood to gossip so i gossip with pn aliah she is a great listener but.... WHY WHY WHY(only pn aliah would understand).

After english would be physics Pn tang gave a piece of paper. On the paper is paper 3 part 1 it was pretty easy. Well pn tang said that is only part 1 the part 2 is the harder one X.x Gaahhhh! well i think i will manage.

Then we go to maths time well, during maths nothing happen pn rusliza just come in class, sit down and mark the form 5 trials paper. So, this is when i foudn the time to do a tiny bit of the addmaths homework :D

After maths is agama. Ustazah still ask us to hafal this ayat hafazan which i only can memorize like 3 sentence only -.- it is soo long! . During agama Danial, my class danial ask me "how much dosa we get if masturbate during puasa." I was like O.o i don't know.. Then ustazah look at danial .. with the Look. THE LOOK.

Ian was all hippie today, while waiting for the van to reach he was like singing Yellow- coldplay out loud!

"Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow."

Then i join in cause its one of my favourite song HAHA!. In the Van Ian started singing ~~Have a Nice day~~You give love a bad name - bon jovi. Lol I join in too but i think ian went High -.- Well i think that's all for today.

Tomorrow is the bloody last day of school! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEHA! Next Wednesday Raya GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D I'm still thinking whether I'm going to mariah's open house or not. If you are reading this mariah the percentage of me going to your open house would be around 75% :D

~~PS: WHY TEACHER WHY PN ALIAH! WHY!! YOU GIVE HOMEWORK! Don't you want us to celebrate raya peacefully?!~~

Say what you mean

2008-09-25T14:20:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of :
you

I am listening to :
Do You Know? - Enrique Iglesias -.-

Maybe I should :
Just rot and die

I wished :
i am a millionaire

Chocolate is :
tasty

I have lost my respect for :
myself

I last ate :
fried meehoon for sahur

The meaning of my display name is :
Obnoxious - Self Centered

I will always remember :
Myself

Love is :
-__________-

Today :
was amusing

Tomorrow :
should be amazing

Party :
today is your last day on earth

QUESTIONS

Is your cell phone beside you?

- no

Are you wearing chap stick?

- WTH!?

Are you tired?

- very

Are you wearing pajamas?

- no

Are you mad?

- kinda

Are you upset?

- yes

Last beverage?

- normal water-.-

Last phone call?

- Sheila

Last time you cried?

- I don't remember and care

List 4 favorite colors :
Black, White, Green, Red

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU

Made a new friend?

- I think so

Fallen out of love?

- Ughhhh

Laughed until you almost cried?

- i doubt it

Met someone who changed your life?

- I think..

Have you found out who your true friends and best friends were?

- I think i did

Wallpaper on your cell phone?

- no

What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?

- alot of addmaths homework! -.-

What's your favorite number?

- don't know

What is your current mood

- depressed

Last people you hung out with?

- i don't hug

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?

- a different body

When is your birthday?

- 6 may

How do you feel about your hair right now?

- GAHH!

How is your life?

- JEEZ i rather die than asking this question

When is the last time you held hands with someone?

- -.-

You wake up as the opposite gender...what's the one thing you do?

- Check downthere if it is not there *OMFG!*

Who did you last hug?

- my boaster

Have you ever crawled through a window?

- who haven't

What's a weapon to suit your personality, habits and abilities?

- The ability to control mother nature, thunder storms, growing of plants earthquake.. . Because i think i one with mother nature.

Where is your mom?

- Work duh -.-

Morning or night person?

- Night duh -.-

What is the last movie you watched?

- black water

Any cool scars?

- nope

Things about the opposite sex that you first notice?

- smile

Who's your favorite person to drunk dial?

-if i ever get drunk, would be people from my speed dail

Last text says?

- crap shits (maxis gift bonus crap)

Whats your worst personality flaw?

- I don't understand the question base on my understanding, MY personality witht he WORST FLAW would be hmm.. i don't know.

Hey!

2008-09-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

Dude am I that Predictable? Seriously?

Proof 1

#1 As corny as this may sound(s).. I'm sorry for being doubtful to you even for a sec!
I'm just frustrated cz the rate of you answering my calls is just in a ratio of 3-1
I know we're both busy, but hey, at least I tried right?
*ok i totally sound like a_sh__ now, sry*
#2 I super frigginly hate to say this and I know I'll probably gonna regret saying this..
I thought you changed again to the "old" person that I used to dislike. It's not you that I despise, but it's what you did before. I think we both know what we're getting into..
*I know it's bad for digging up bad holes, but it's me confesting, so I think you should know*

*Azwan would you pls stop destroying my mood? I'm confesting here!
grr

Proof 2

Nafisah in MSN at her personal message : Off to gran for awhile Azwan! DO NOT NUDGE

Serious Am I that predictable? Want to know why? I was just about to nudge because NAFISAH is not replying and When SHEILA confess i was just about to mock her. SERIOUSLY AM I THAT PREDICTABLE!

Do you know?

2008-09-24T19:28:00.002+08:00

Today(24/09/08) was an amusing day, early in the morning for BM my class did "perbahasan" a.k.a debate for the people who never complete their ULBS part II. The topic was ughhhh Siapakah wira? Hang Tuah or Hang Jebat. In my opinion its hang tuah but some people still insist it is hang jebat. Who cares anyway the group of 3/3 was pretty boring, they only give like 2 sentences each to argue with one and another. BUT after our Additional mathematics diagnostic test we had another period of BM. Pn Lau was so into it and she spend the whole period to give her points WHY she say hang tuah wira. She even go to the story when the "wa'adat" was created in Palembang like long long long ago.

Additional mathematics diagnostic test was ok not bad at all. Thanks to the stupid question i got 12 wrong out of 45 fuck you stupid questions!. 5 questions i changed the bloody answer and i regret that i changed because, if i didn't change the bloody fucking answer i would get like 7 wrong(with the careless mistake). ~~DAMN YOU I HATE MY INSECURITY!!~~.

After recess, My class barely learn anything. After recess we had sejarah. Pn Suraidah came in late but told us what is coming out for sejarah (great it is easier for me to study my weakest subject now)*big whoop*. I suck at sejarah. Seriously SUCK TO THE FUCK! -.- i got a bloody C for my sejarah last year in PMR. ~~DAMN YOU! I SUCK AT READING SUBJECTS DON"T YOU GET IT!?!~~. But what the heck i will try to get a B for my end year *wave a (colour) flag*.

During English, Haha Pn aliah came in and we all was making noise. She gave us like ughh bloody easy questions(as usual of course). I have nothing much to say here actually. ughhh nevermind FULLSTOP

This is when the party began! Well as you all know Pn Roebiah(not sure how to spell it) Iskandar seldom enter class unless she is in the mood to annoy people. So we all play play play talk talk talk. I think its my fault la Wei Zhong not talking to me(fuck he being such a girl). Well i think he have a valid reason cause I injured him make his "back" not perfect anymore. thanks to me he fell down from his back at the white board so the EDGE "bucu" of the duster and marker holder scratch him and bleed him to ughh.. a long 10 cm scratch. Well, first of all i would like to say Sorry. Actually that's all.

Cassandra was bloody annoying in school today. She like Poke me 24/7 and one think i really hate is, BEING POKE. DAMN YOU CASSANDRA FOO! i still don't know whether to call you Cass, Cassie or Cassandra haha but for now i call you Cassandra. Alia brought her SLR today if I'm not mistaken it is a nikon D6 or somehtingD60? Dx6? what the duck it is there is A 'D' and A '6'. While she and Liyana go canteen i ask permission of course which she give. I snatch her nikon and start taking pictures (world domination laugh) *its BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHaHA*. By the time recess ends there is like 88 pictures taken by me. Mostly pictures of the Ian, Cass, Shana Alia and Liyana.

This always happen i tend to notice, Everytime i am holding a camera . I take everybody's picture but nobody taking picture of me. Its kinda fucking sad *satanic bitch grin*.

Is there anything else to say. Erm.. Hmm.. Ughh.. Owh yeah Ng I-fern, Are you ignoring me?! DUDE!! .

Lol anyone wants to go to SMK SJ's Prom? the ticket is currently rm130 after the due date it would be rm150. Anyone? I'm quite interested but if i go, got no friend.

Owh yeah, Shana invited me to go to her house for raya. I don't think i can make it. I will be leaving my computer ughhh From Monday to Saturday that's a whole bloody week and i need to study while I'm there because there because there is nothing better to do. What will I do without My computer. Do you know how irksome studying without the AIR CONDITIONER I couldn't study without a bloody air conditioner its like freaking hot there and FUCKING cold at 1 a.m. The woods are a bit ngeehhhhh weird. -.-

I'm still wondering could i achieve a few A's for my final papers. I think can but uggh... ~~I Can't~~ I MUST TRY AND NEVER GIVE UP!(yeah right)

Shout out loud

2008-09-23T19:30:00.006+08:00

Lately, my blog is filled with "tags" well it is because I got nothing to say but now I have something to say.

I'm currently in a Loving mode now. I am currently listening to Do you know? by Enrique Iglesias none stop since Sunday if I'm not mistaken. I am listening to it over and over and over and over again with Rule the World by Take That in between. In a mature way, the lyrics of do you know is mainly about "this particular person" want to find love but cant find the right one till kena kick out or something.Indirectly its a bloody breakup song -.- ok lah not a breaking song he got dump! end of story. Basicly, I'm in a mood for it. Haha.

For the past two days I've been constructing the interact blog. Today, i finally finish it with no more changes will be done! *clap for myself*.

Here is the Link : Interact Club of Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan USJ 4

Hari Raya is coming! can't wait to eat Lemang with rendang tok. Current raya preparation, ughhhh zit. narak! -.- but my mom bought alot of kuih already but I'm not allowed to taste it *drool*. Bought 3 polo shirts and so on. But i really want a loafer or whatever you call it from converse "here" an example lah whatever you call it -.-. Still can't find the perfect jeans. ~~(damn I'm being such a girl)~~

1 more week til raya. 7 days to be precise. 7 more days of puasa but 3 more days to holiday! but 3 more weeks to final exam! god. -.- what is with this numbers. -.-

I have nothing else to say but.. Do you know what it feels like loving someone That's in a rush to throw you away? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one To know the lock on the door has changed.!

2008-09-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

Tag Rules-
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Time: 11.07 p.m.
Name: Azwan
Sisters: one
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 8 1/2
Height: 5'8"
Favourite drinks: Anything with Caffeine
Favourite breakfast: Cereal

Have you ever;
been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: who doesn't?
Broken someone's heart: not sure
Fell off your chair: duh!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: never
Saved e-mails: depends
Chicken pox: got it when i was like standard 3?
Sore throat: who doesn't
Stitches: X.x
Broken nose: i wish

What is your room like: peach and red (damn ugly)
What's right beside you: A can of coca cola
What is the last thing you ate: Dinner at Sri Ayutthaya so go figure!

Do you ;
believe in love at first sight: I guess
Like picnics: maybe

Who was the last person;
you danced with: don't know
Last made you smile: no one

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: i dont think so
Kissed anyone: -.-
Get sick: yes
Talked to an ex: i wish -.-
Miss someone: who?
Best feeling in the world: ughhh
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no =.=
What's under your bed: school bags
What time is it now: 11.12

Random Qs:
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: ughhh
Q: Do you have any siblings: duh
Q: Do you want children: maybe
Q: Do you smile often: nope
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: no
Q: Are your toenails painted: no
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parents bed. its king size soo HUGE!
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: yellow
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: waiting for berbuka puasa
Q: I can't wait till: Im dead
Q: When did you cry last: don't know
Q: Are you a friendly person: i guess
Q: Do you have any pets: dead.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now? if i have 1. i will call to find out
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? who?
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? yes
Q: What are you doing right now? ughh. go figure
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? yes
Q: Can you handle the truth? depends
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? mother
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? dont know
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? a few
Q: Do you eat healthy? not sure
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? er.. cant remember
Q: How often do you go to church? I'm a Muslim i don't go church
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? No one. Just listen to DEEP songs
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time? depends
Q: Are you confident? nope
Q: 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: dance, hop, cry, laugh, sleep
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy: potato chips, Oreo that's all
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: See my Must Have list then i will buy an apartment in Copenhagen or London.
Q: 5 of my bad habits: HAHA!
Q:5 places I have lived in: hmm... i don't understand the question
Q: 5 jobs I've had: er.. none of the above. XD

Tag 5 people :
Ng I Fern
Nafisah Anafi
Helsheila Julis
Gowri Chitra
Mariah Johari?

* damn such a long one

The 6 things!

2008-09-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

6 things I'm passionate about :
1. My computer
2. My Handphone
3. Ughhh Family?
4. Friends?
5. Polo SHIRTS!
6. Life :D

6 books I've read recently :
1. Chemistry textbook
2. Mathematics exercise book
3. I
4. Don't
5. Read
6. Books!

6 songs I can listen to again and again :
1. How to Save a Life - The fray
2. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
3. Rule The World - Take That
4. Do you know - Enrique Iglesias
5. Hero(spanish) - Enrique Iglesias
6. How Could this Happen to me - Simple Plan

* WHAT!? I'm in a loving mood something emotional yet with T.L.C

6 things I learned for the past year :
1. Never dip fries with Coca-cola
2. Calamari rings taste awesome dip with barbecue sauce
3. Love is overated
4. Being emo is too Emotional
5. Scream out loud and just spread the love
6. Don't forget to dream and have FUN with your special side.

6 valuable things you own :
1. My Polo Shirts
2. My Shoes
3. My Computer
4. My Handphone
5. My Burberry Jeans!!
6. My Bed

6 bloggers I tag:
1. Nafisah
2. Sheila
3. Fern
4. Celine
5. Gowri
6. You!

2008-09-20T20:31:00.006+08:00

#The last person to tag you is?
Nafisah Anafi and Helsheila Julis(tag me in the same time)

#What relationship of you with him/her?
Friends LIKE UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DUH!!!!!!!?~!

#You're 5 impression towards him/her.
Nafisah Anafi
1)FUn
2)Hip
3)trendy
4)awesome?
5)epic lover.

Helsheila Julis
1)fun
2)funny
3)crazy
4)whacky
5)retarded

#The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.
Nafisah Anafi: Help me dress through msn for an idiotic dinner
Helsheila Julis: Owh a wallet for my birthday.. although i didnt need one.. BUT IT ROCKS!

#The most memorable thing that he/she has said to you.
Nafisah Anafi: Shut up You!
Helsheila Julis: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
say sorry.. i have to go away and jump off a cliff

#If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
plan for revenge

#If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
Nafisah Anafi : height
Helsheila Julis : Weight( you are tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo THIN)

#If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is..
Nafisah Anafi: er... insult tooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH
Hesheila Julis: same^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

#The most desirable things you did to him/her is ..
not sure for both

#The overall impression to he/her is.
Good friend.

#How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Ughhh...

#The character for you for yourself is?
Obnoxious

#On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is ?
Lazy Asss

#The most ideal person you want to be is ?

Enrique Iglesias.

#For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
If you love me just say it, if you hate me just say it, if you want me just say it, if you want the feel the love just say it, if you want feel like hatred just say it. If you show yourself I will show myself.

I tag 1 person.

Fern!

2008-09-20T14:02:00.002+08:00

Ten people to tag.
1. Fern
2. Wei zhong
3. Nafisah
4. Xue kun
5. ughh.... Liyana
6. Sheila
7. Cassandra
8. Zheng Yue?
9. Unknown
10.Unknown

#Who is no.2 having relationship with?
*cough* cindy yong sing ee *cough*

#Is no.3 a female or a male?
Female

#If no.7 and no.10 be together would it be a good thing?
ughh.. not sure.. coz number 10 unknown..(can be anybody) i wont who...

#How about no.5 and 8.
i think so.. maybe.. nah not sure

#What is number 1 studying for?
Final Exam.

#When was the last time you have chat with them?
a day . two days.. etc day. ago

#Is number 4 a single?
I think so..

#Talk something about no.2.
HE is VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY Vain fullstop

2008-09-19T13:28:00.010+08:00

1. A picture of you at the most unique environment.

Describe the environment:
its disneyland.. like duh!!

2. A picture of you somewhere you dislike.

hoover dam -.- sucky place .. waste of time.. ( but kinda glad that i've been there... transformer.. did a shot there O.o)

3. A picture of you with someone that means alot to you.

Who is that person & what did that person do for you before?
family.. -.- full stop

4. A picture of you with your best smile(mouth open)

5. A picture of you with your best smile(mouth closed)

Were you posing or natural smiling?
posing.. duuuh =.=

6. A picture of you with you lamest pose:

Give this picture a caption.
GAHHHHHHHHHH!

7. A picture with you and the person who stands at the top of your heart:
-

Is that person treating you like how you are treating him/her?
-

8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff
- i got a south park ...Kenneth "Kenny" McCormick. But no.. i dont take picture with plushies -.-

9. A picture of you with a white T-shirt.

Why are you wearing white instead of black?
er.. the background is black.. so i need to wear black?

10. A candid picture of you and your friends:

Do you look good?
i look like ahpek with the samfu top

Tag 10 people...

I Tag:

Fern
Sheila
er.. you!
To who ever is bored out there.!

An Update!

2008-09-19T13:28:00.003+08:00

Sadly, I love to be tag. -.-

Never see the questions before you arrange the names
All mentioned below are tagged(exclude to who has already done this)

1. Sheila
2. Nafisah
3. Wei Zhong
4. Xue kun
5. Fern

1. How did you meet 1?
school.. standard 4 or so.. (Ragnarok Online was the link)

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
Not sure *O.o*

3. How long have you known 4?
Since form 2 same class 2 tanjung

4. How do you know number 3?
Class mate.. form 2.. -.-

5. Where's 5?
not sure.. call her to find out

6. A fact about number 1?
She extremely in love playing with her guitar

7. Who is 4 going out with?
L(haha)

8. What does 1 do for a living?
Sing her Life out eh Play guitar till her kuku patah

9. Would you live with number 3?
ughhh not sure...

10. What do you like about number 2?
Awesome friend! *cough*

11. Do you miss number 5?
in what way?!

12. Would you make out with number 4?
not in a million years

13. What's your opinion on number 2?
she love The Beatles , Obsess with the Phelps and Biggerstaf. Somehow.. evil......(O.>)

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
not sure.. owh hmm.. hmmm............ hmmmmmmmmm........................... hmmmmmmmmmm i dont know la. O.o

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
I would say " I knew it! "

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
I guess so

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
no... -.- what kind of a question is this..

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
in class and he go home with bruises

19. Who have you known the longest?
No. 5 since tadika.. Lol .. sorry No. 1

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
*cough*

21. How often do you talk to 1?
before school after school.. not seldom edi.. in standard 5 and 6 we talked alot.. owh yea... form 2 and form 3.. talk alot also..

22. What about 2??
everyday.. before school after school.. in the van.. msn... depends

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
Never -.-(so menyesal put wei zhong in number 3)

24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
Ughhh... Not going to answer... *cough* no

25. Do you dream about number 2?
i think so.. not actually about.. she was in the dream la... hopping around a tree in the play ground while i beating this "asshole" face into pieces. what a perfect question i had this dream like.. couple days ago

26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
Show the "innocent" face and say.. i dont know how to do la.. feel like slapping him -.-

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
not sure...

28. What's 3's hobby?
drooling over cindy yong sing ee

29. Tag more people.
-Celine?
-Mariah?
-Shazlena?

Seafield pictures

2008-09-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

Okay so on Saturday was SMK Seafield's Installation. Their installation was quite empty and boring actually =/. But still it ended well =D

Balls 'n' Stick

"lala" is such a Haha

god! please no more.!

The rich kid and her three bodyguards

1,2,3,4 click

Eun and Yuan Ping

Them. -.-

look there, Herelah! look at the camera bitches!

Loookey!~

DOOOWNIE!

A grin that could kill you

Not sure who.. and J.Kim

Dude i-fern is only as tall as his chin.. the way i took the picture make her as tall at his mulut..-.-

Cheese !

Anthony and Fernleaf (dont they look great together) *cough*

Lebianism
Cedric and Fern

Blek.. Blook Blik!

Lim Wei Mund, I forgot her we forgot each other but we remember each other faces and Fernleaf

High on drug!

Booh!

No more picture please... Stop it! I'm too popular fro you camera

Haha atlast a picture of me Alone.( i took people's picture all day long never ss myself )

Thanks to Ng I-fern for uploading it. XD my connection suck to lazy to upload (she say there is more to come soo hold on tight!)

Lost and Found

2008-09-15T17:28:00.003+08:00

Haha. I've just found out that i am vain! well this is the story.. i was digging through my folders in my pictures and i found a folder name "ME" i click and open it. Guess what i found? 234 pictures of myself since know how to hold a camera. All the poses are looking at the side and never look directly to the camera. Hold on there, that doesn't make me vain it makes me a Cam whore. Damn it that sound (something). No, I'm not going to post the pictures

Well I didn't go to school today, its a black monday and my lazy ass was too lazy to go to school. I told my mom I will just study at home. Guess what?! I actually studied. I studied Biology from Chapter 1 til 5. and did some revision for Additional Mathematics. I can't wait to face the wrath of The Final Examination/ End Year Examination/ Peperiksaan Akhir Tahun*dramatic moment**light burts from the sky*.

I finished Designing and Colouring all the Interact Name Cards. Why the hell did I suggest everyone can have their own private colour. Well I'm done except for 1 person. She still didn't confirm with me what colour she wants.

My mom is cooking Nasi Tomato today *wave**weee*. She cook the best Nasi tomato in the whole Subang Jaya! Wait.. Malaysia my mom even kick ass with my grandmother's Nasi Tomato.! She suppose to cook it yesterday but she cam back home late from Nilai. She went to consult her sister which is my aunt to buy curtains for my kampung.

Lol I just receive a text message from Maxis. "A regular Pizza for rm15" Cool huh?

Saturday.!

2008-09-14T19:45:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday 13th september,

Went to Seafield's Installation. It was Decent and I took Bountiful of Pictures.
after the installation me fern and eunice went to pyramid haha. I berbuka outside with them. Had fish and chips at friendster. It was tasty. then we went play basketball at Lalaworld. We watch a movie at around 5.40 called black water..the crocodile was creepy. O.o thats all then.. sadly to upload the picture it will take toooo long. @@ no pictures for now. stay tune.

Nothing to say

2008-09-12T21:37:00.001+08:00

Im updating for the sake of update.

-Azwan O.o

A day

2008-09-10T13:24:00.003+08:00

Today it was a day that is like some sort interesting. Well during Bm which is the first-two periods i found out i kena demerit because didn't hantar buku for 3 kali berturut-turut. WHich is an O.o moment cause that would be my first time in Bm i get demerit because never passup my books. But i did get demerit on monday because i didn't complete Bahagian novel(which i totally forgot). Owh well what starts well ends well. During Pj I found out that geoffrey brought his uglified camera(no offense dude!) so i decided to take a few pictures during pj while all the others playing. Took SS picture of xue kun and wei zhong posing lala-ly, wei jun also haha.Then after two period of PJ, chemistry starts we went to the lab to do 2 experiments which is standard solution and dilution. sort of easy but alot of coool somesomethingymagic. filter funnel, small 10ml pipette, small beaker, empty glass bottle(not the stupid mineral water.. the holding chemical type) glass rod O.o sodium hydroxide(concentrated) last but not least.. distilled water. we started of mixing 0.4g of sodium hydroxide with distilled water its a standard solution so it need to be exactly 100 ml. But i destroy the first batch and my group which consists of cindy yong sing ee not yung sze, andrea, mei jean,wai yin, shu ming and pei tzin, i didn't join wei zhong group because there was too many junkies there. After chemistry ding ding ding! guess what there was a chemistry SEMINAR FOR CHAPTER 8! SALTS! GARAM! I DONT GET IT WHY THE FUCK WE NEED TO LEARN THE DETAILS ABOUT GARAM! IT IS MASIN salty. SO GO FIGURE but.. I understand that salts isn't majorly pointing to that particular salts.. did you guys know salts is actually the substance formed when the hydrogen of an acid is partly or completely replaced by a metal ion or ammonium ion. and all salts are ion compound. O.o isn't it interesting? although all salts are ionic compound, not all ionic compound are salts.after that interesting lecture i almost felt asleep because it got boring. Some good must end eventually. but this one the thrill ends tooooo fast. -.- by 12 olcock i keep looking at the watch .."when is it going to be 1 o'clock"

A reminder please add me at myspace : turahk_0ff92@hotmail.com

I'm officially Xu wen. -.-

What else to say. All the syok sendiri pictures will be posted when i get in touch with the soo called supplier of syok sendiri picture

its time for an update.

2008-09-09T19:54:00.003+08:00

first of all i will start. "What i had for berbuka"

i started my berbuka puasa with 3 sticks of cakoi. the long yellow thingys. then, i started eating rice.. my mom cooked ketam masak gulai today. it was MARVELOUS. And that all.. i just finish off drinking normal plain water.

*sorry no pictures
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Now, my story

I didn't go to school today because i had a slight fever and a major cough owh yeah + major headache. In my opinion i think it is because of the lack of sleep. SO i stayed home and rest. I still havent contact wei zhong or xue kun for today's homework. Well i'm not sure what to write now. I'm in a dilemma should i go to interact club of smk seafield's installation?. well i can tell you.. i woke up at 4.30 for sahur then at 5.20 i slept till 1400 which is 2 o'clock. By then, i felt worst then before but after my mother paksa me to go to usj 4 bazaar to so called teman my dad.(which he always just leave me at a side and walk by himself). Bull shit crap damn crap shit bull crap bull bull sit crap bull scrap!. only a normal person could understand that.

Well i created a myspace today. DO please add me.. try to search for me under turahk_0ff92@hotmail.com i did it because nafisah bug me to make 1 so i can join her mafia geng.

The first batch of the school magazine going to be sent tomorrow haha i hope the sample would look great. well thursday there is going to be a Board meeting.

The day when i fell

2008-09-08T20:04:00.008+08:00

Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn.

I got tons of Editorial board work need to be done but yet i'm here telling you my story. Well lets see, I want to talk about school. Physics was depressing last week Pn tang called me an Apek. I think its revenge because i said "teacher you look like 1 nyonya la with the kebaya and scolding scolding pegang pinggang one". Hahahaha. Well Biology, I think puan Ashikin hates me. Additional Mathematics, not sure what to say here neutral.. Chemistry. Damn last week chemistry rocks! i actually can calculate..!! Hail PN LIEW!!!!!!. Mathematics, YEAH! did you know pn rusliza is filthy rich? SHe waslike driving a mercedes E series. the big one. big/new. E6XX im not sure.. maybe her husband is a big business man. haha. Nothing happen much during Agama. BM nah.. OWH FOR GOD SAKE! i got 7 out of 14 FOR MY ENGLISH JULAI/August TEST! i was like wtf! i got 50%. and like 30% of the class failed pity weizhong he got 4/14 (i bet he already collected 4 buckets of tears). EST! EST! nothing much. dont even know our marks yet. What else is there to talk about sadly nothing much i'm just dead bored and like tooo lazy to do my bio work and my ed board work O.o.

nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: i need a nickname for you
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: like... zuzu
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: ??
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: azuwan.. zuzu...
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: dude do you know how TO SPELL MY NAME??S!|!!
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: yalaaaa
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: az-wan
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: AZWAN. NO EFFING U!
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: a(zw)an
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: zwzw
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: zuzu
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: its pronounce as AZ WAN!
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: lol
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: wenwen?
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: zuwen?
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: wen
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: XD
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: i like wen
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: a tribute to your cinapek-ness?
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: yea
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: XD
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: xu wen
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: haha
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: i got 2 names edi
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: AH
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: xuxu
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: or.. xu
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: just, xu ??
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: xu wen
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: xuwen?
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: yeah i like tht
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: xu wen
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: okay ah... so it's xuwen now!
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: seperate
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: okay
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: !
nafisah biggerstaphelpsturridge says: so it's official, right? xu wen?
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: yea yea
Azwan • Obnoxious • says: sounds like a girls name though

So what do you think people? Should i hold on to xu wen? or what? i like the wen. dislike the xu.

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I left something out. The mother dog a.k.a bitch called me from far like im his little puppy wroof wroof! Damn if you want say something come to me la if you are tooo lazy there is something call HANDPHONE. XDthen he shouted from far becaus ei was deadly annoyed by his presence and shouted " thursday got meeting!" Dont perasan please im not talking about you .. im talking about this particular person. XD

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Again i forgot something. I fell down today.. i like like hopping hopping at the stairs in my house then kedabOOOM! i fell hahahaha it was funny my first reaction was. Ouch(sarcastic tone) then my mom shouted " Jatuh ke?" then i hear she laugh. haha my sister also laugh the thing is i was like lalala lalalalalala walking up the stairs then kedabOOOM! ! !

What i had for berbuka

2008-09-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

sorry guys no pictures haha i only remember about it after i ate everything. its like "owh shit i forgot to take picture" moment.

TOday

- Started of with kebab x1

- Smuggle 1 piece of keropok lekor.

- ended with 1 pack of small nasi lemak.. (i dont feel like eating much today) only finish like.. 3/4 -.-

That is what i had for berbuka

Its that time again!

2008-09-07T19:44:00.003+08:00

What i had for berbuka.

First of all i started with 7 piece of the thick keropok lekor. Then, I continue with the thin ones with consist 7 of them too.

After I disintegrate the keropok lekors. I start muching these currypuffs. They were awesome.

Last but not least, My main course KEBAB! 2 of them! by the time i reach here.. i was like full but i managed to clean the plate.

Sadly there was no dessert. I just finish of drinking cold mineral water.

New news!

2008-09-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

From now on i will post about what i had for berbuka puasa.

today 6/9/2008

- nasi lemak 2 bungkus!
• with ayam.

- Kebab using the flat bread not pita or hotdog bread.

- 10 pieces of keropok lekor

- Ended with a can of 7up!

* starting tomorrow i will includes pictures. I just thought of this after i vacuum everything in my sight.

Idiotic Survey

2008-09-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

1. How many moons does Saturn have?

3 i guess

2. What color is the blanket on your bed?

cream

3. What color are your dog's eyes?

i don't own any pet

4. How many computers are in your house?

: my sister got 1 i got 1 my mom and dad have their on laptops does laptops counts?

5. Do you like Dewar candies?

: D-what?!

6. Do you like to do laundry?

: Who likes them?

7. Pop goes the
weasel

8. Mentos, the
mint of terror

9. Everything tastes better with a drop of
undiluted strong suger

10. More furniture for
my dead grave.

11. Ten thousand leagues under the
ground

12. I got a brand new pair of rollerskates, you got
New bow and arrow

13. Don't you just love kittens?

nope

14. So, what are you going to do for Thanksgiving?

if i celebrate it i would say eat.

15. Have you ever collected Digimon cards?

never.. but i do collect pokemon card.. well 8 years ago

16. What do you think of the name Samantha?

love it.

17. Do your friends think you're entertaining?

i think they think i am just dead annoying

18. Do you call people a lot?

depends

19. Do you have a phone that can take pictures?

who doesn't? its the 21st century

20. Do you own the game Trouble?

trouble maker? i do have guess who, monopoly and etc

21. Do you like the smell of cinnamon?

the smell of cinnamon brighten my day

22. Have you ever baked a pie?

not in a million years i hate pie

23. Do you like domesticated or wild animals more?

wild.. Roar.. awoooooooo!

24. This survey is over, are you sad because it was short?

glad actually

Tag 3 Person,
-Nafisah
-Ifern
-Sheila

*this survey is lame.. O.o

My Zodiac

2008-09-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

TAURUS 金牛座 (April 20 - May 20)

Taurus, the Bull, is the second astrological sign in Zodiac.

Strengths:
-Dependable -
-Persistent -
-Loyal -
-Patient -
-Generous -

Weaknesses:
-Stubborn -
-Laziness -
-Possessive -
-Materialistic -
-Self-indulgent -

Taurus is the one who has immense perseverance, even when others have given up, the Taurus rages on. Solid and persistent, just like the bull, which is Taurus' well suited symbol.

Taurus's have a well known reputation for being stubborn, which is not necessarily a bad thing. Taurus are not fond of change. They like the familiar and routine comfort of life.

Taurus tend to be self-indulgent and lazy, Taurus are master procrastinators of the astrology zodiac!

Taurus are deeply sensitive, the slightest comment or negative remark will be taken personally and they can easily get offended or hurt.

Taurus is easy going and not one to pick a fight but should some poor souls attempt to provoke Taurus, the wrath will be known, for they have a temper underneath the calm surface.

The Necklace

2008-09-05T19:43:00.003+08:00

Well you guys know the short story titled The Necklace by Guy de Maupassant. If you still Blur or dazed by this.. remember English class where a bitch lost her necklace out of stupidity?! yes this is the story. We started filming today roughly 3 o'clock in the afternoon at Elia's Palace. Its a perfect place to shoot. really no joke. Blah blah blah i had fun playing with liyana and below you can see my creation. abit help from elia of course(can't forget her).We only could shoot 2 scene because there was only me, liyana and elia. Tomorrow which is saturday we are going to continue filming the other casts. We started of with a flash back. Old Haggard Devastated Madame Mathilde Loisel.

Madame Mathilde Loisel

Can you feel the devastation?

Embracing Faults

Madame Forestier

Just plain liyana

Damn I should have done a before and after piece. I'm a miracle worker!

A post of Devastation and hatred

2008-09-04T13:27:00.003+08:00

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Didnt i say i hate being tagged?

2008-09-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

GOD PLEASE!!!! 100?! bloody idiotic questions?!!!@!!!

1) Are you really ready for 100 questions?
No..!bitch!

2) Who's the best kisser you've ever kissed?
I wonder.

3) Do you believe in God?
Well Duh..

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
wait wait.. wait... donovan..(out of laughter)

6) What's your ringtone?
Take That - Rule the world

7) Have a best friend?
I think so... I hope so.. (i realllly hope and think so!!!)

8) Are you a boy or girl?
male

10) How do you want to die?
Got killed or something

11) What did you last drink?
Coca-cola.. isnt that obvious?

12) Last call?
Suster ngesot.. (my sister)

13) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what’s your first thought?
isnt tom from friendster?

14) Do you have an attitude?
Alot people say im rude.. obnoxious and.. well.. high ego.. O.o and ofcourse attitude problem. XD

16) Ever been in love?
Well sarcasticly. No.

17) How much do you text?
Since.. june 950

18) Like reading?
no?!s!!!WDH!

19) Are you gonna get high later?
Yea ofcourse!

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Who doesn't hate at least 1 person?

21) Do you miss someone?
Who?

21) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
chop sticks! wait i twirl witht he chop sticks so i wont get spaghetti sauce all over me...

22) Who is your best friend's brother's wife's daughter's boyfriend?
nafisah is a loner(sorry), i-fern got sisters... badabing badabong.!

24) Do you tan a lot?
i wish i could if i wasn't soo dark.. already

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Dying tired and sleepy

26) Ever eat food in a car while someone or your self is driving?
duh!

28) Have you ever started a rumor?
who doesn't?

30) Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people?
who is barbie? is ken barbie's bf? like ughhh... O.o

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
dont know

32) What are you listening to?
Take that - rule the world(the timing is great right)

33) Do you want to have kids?
maybe?

34) Ever kissed somebody thats name started with an E?
elephant? when i say.. 2/3

35) Do you type fast?
You could say...

36) Do you have piercings?
i wish to have 1

38) Can you spell?
cast spell? or what?.

39) What do you miss most about your past?
my pam pam(a baby kereta which my dad threw away *bucket of tears*

40) What are you craving right now?
sky diving.. rock climbing

43) Does somebody love you?
i wonder

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
i guess so

61) Are you secretly liking someone?
maybe? maybe not?

62) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
if i have one

63) Who is your 6th best friend?
wo bu zhe dao

64) Have you ever been betrayed by a best friend?
dont know

65) Your hair color?
few strands of red

66) Is your house big?
small very small

67) Where is your cat at?
i dont own one

68) Have you ever walked outside in the rain?
when i was kanak kanak ribena

69) Do you think you're a good person?
I am very very good.. im an angel.. im obnoxious XD

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
90% yea

71) Do you take drugs?
panadol counts?

72) Last time you had a nice bubble bath?
cant remember

74) Whats your middle name?
not sure.. well my full name is Muhamad Azwan bin Mohamad Azhar (go figure)

75) Do you play the Wii?
I WISH!

76) How do you feel about Wal-Mart?
heaven! but i like the other one.. which is blue.. i forgot the name A-something
albertson? if im not mistaken

77) How long have you had a myspace?
form1 and i forgot the password now

78) Who has inspired you the most?
life? me

79) Favorite line?
dont know

80) How old will you be in 4months?
16 years 9 months

81) Are you mean?
i know im rude.. to some people.. (they think im rude while im an angel)

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
duh

83) Do you believe in true love?
maybe

84) Do you like roller coasters that go upside down?
O.o cool!

85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
not yet

86) Do you wanna change?
i think so

87) Do you like to be outside?
im going to melt

88) What are you looking forward to?
the death of someone

89) Are you bored?
annoyed much

90) Do you want to get married?
depends if im obnoxious enough

91) Ever fail a class?
fail the whole class?

92) Are you hungry?
not at all

93) Do you have a bank account?
well yes

94) What makes you happy?
you. because you visit my blog

95) Would you change your name?
yes.. into Muhamad Aaron LOL! (i hate azwan sound soo ghey)*please dont kill me mommy*

96) Do you know how to skateboard?
well before not now( haha REALLY!not lying)

97) Has someone ever sang to you?
if you count me watching a concert on the tv and the singer is looking directly to my eyes.. yes(perasa lebih)

98) Do you watch the news?
not in a million years

99) What is your zodiac sign?
Taurus. Moooo! i have a sexy voice *yeah babey*

100) How does your bf/gf feel about there ex?
What???
dont know.. if i got 1 i will find out

I tag:
thanks nafisah for tagging all..
You x 1000000000000

My Herritage

2008-09-01T23:53:00.005+08:00

see me transform! into..

Celebrities look-a-like

Name card

2008-09-01T20:35:00.003+08:00

I did try loads of colour but i like this one.. and i want this to be the last.

front
back

Its time to Update

2008-09-01T19:48:00.003+08:00

well... lets see what i missed...

Untitled.

Bearing the chain of hate,
From the dept of hell to the heaven's trail,
Love is not an easy thing,
Despise this heart with an ugly grim.

Chain of lightning strikes the land,
Hurts their heart to an unbearing stand,
Life cannot be sang,
Only love could complete my plan.

First I would stand,
Proudly to fight against them,
Banish hatred from this land,
So I could love someone again.

*Another random poem..

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Well 30th of august there was an appreciation dinner at Daiki Cafe.
Well.. one of us could end up on a fashion magazine's cover.
*Syok sendiri picture alert!*

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First day of Puasa.

I'm alive and well. XD went to bazaar at 6.00 p.m. usj 4 bazaar to be specific. there was like sooo many BLOODY Homosapiens. There is not even 1 i mean 1 stall turn me on! seriously and there is NO BLOODY KEROPOK LEKOR.. i was like wth! my puasa is ruin! GOD DAMMIT!

I hate being tagged!

2008-08-25T14:40:00.004+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
- Who doesn't?!!

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Do you think I will tell?!

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Chinapek, Malay-apek and Etc.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- I don't think i will spend it all. Big Humongous Condominium with Digital system. A Ducati(sport type). A Yacht. Last but not least, an awesome Ferrari. Give parents a bit *giggle*

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- I would love to die first before i fell in love with one of them.
This could be my type.
*Briana Evigan

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Loving someone. I think both.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- As long as the miss right comes along.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- stop, drop and roll.

9. Would you like to live a normal life or a celebrity life?
- somewhere in between.

10. Do you like the zoo?
- Zoo are AWESOME.. ROAR!

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- Either a business man or a chemist. Mad scientist is not bad either.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Not sure. ( sorry people! )

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Incredibly hilarious, awesome, emo *grin*, and friendly? oh I almost forgot, Edward Cullen lover.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- single and rich.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- look around. doze back off.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- If the chemistry works.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Depends

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Again, depend on the matter.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- Well currently single and happy.

20.List 7 people to tag
- I-fern?
- Who else?
-Anybody who visit my blog
- You!?

Its Over!

2008-08-25T00:15:00.003+08:00

Oh crap. School Starts today. Damn i would love to kill myself from going to school today. Interact Club installation is today. Damn so Annoying. Going to be ughhh... ughh.. damn.! Why must it be in front of the "tapak perhimpunan" seriously does it even make sense?

Geez that reminds me i didn't even finish my homeworks. Damn there is like so many of them! Screw the world! GAH!!. Lol he actually call me today and say "did you call me?" i was like no!? well.. as i said maybe "someone" was playing with the phone.

GREAT! I'm lack of wisdom now.! What to do.! I feel sooo depress and want to kill "this particular person"(sense the sarcasm please). Feel like taking a humongous hammer and just slam "this particular person" over and over and over again!

Rotary Charity Bazaar Dinner

2008-08-24T22:17:00.006+08:00

A dinner to celebrate the achievement!.

emo fern after eating. O.o yum yum i'm so full!

Julian and Gayatri. Having fun eating Yum Yum

lewis and gautam. who came late.! and left early.

pikaboo.~ damn cute right? "dont know his name", the president's son!

* WILL UPDATE MORE~!

I am Addicted to..

2008-08-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

i am seriously ADDICTED TO IT! SOMEONE HELP ME! wait i do not need help.. SOMEONE SUPPLY ME! PLEASE! I COULD DIE!!!! WITHOUT DRINKING A TIN FOR A WHOLE WEEK!!!!!!.

Well people say Pepsi taste like coca-cola. I need to say this. THEY ARE SO WRONG!

when you drink coca-cola or also known as Coke. You will feel an awesome pop on your tongue. People say Coca-cola can make toilet bowl perfectly shine. That means when you drink it.. it will clean you oesophagus also known as throat.

What is SO nice about pepsi? PLEASE BLUE IS SO MILLION YEARS AGO!. Pepsi can go rot somewhere while Coke rule the world!. Joy to Coke Joy to Coke!. Well since.. muslim can't drink alcohol. Coke is my Alcohol(do sense the sarcasm). Hail to the creator of Coke!. Coke was invented by a pharmacist! which mean care about people's health and some people still say it is bad. !! Damn i got nothing else to say.

There is nothing to do anymore.

2008-08-21T10:39:00.005+08:00

This is going to be a boring week. I seriously got nothing better to do. I finished the stupid "program cuti bestari" but seriously, if the school admin want student to do something during the holiday get a better name for the programs. I want to ask do anyone know how to do the additional mathematics page? and physics it is Bloody hard!

I know lets start another crapshit bullshity inconsiderate post.

lets see what is there to talk about. music? movies? something with a sequel or maybe i could tell my life story. I don't think so, it will be too short. I know! i will now talk about World of Warcraft
Well i play a private server called demetrox wow.

I play a Shaman in Alliance which obviously make me a draenei. Name Elizabelle. Well it is a female draenei. I play a female Draenei because the Male draenei is Fugly!.

What do you think? is it graceful enough to conquer the world?

Well i tell you this. My shaman is number 12 out of the whole server.. wee.. big whoop -.- i was top ten but i have only much lately. So i drop to rank 12.

So in my point of view. I do Conquer the world! bwahahahhaha

What is so Nice about it?

2008-08-21T00:31:00.007+08:00

Twilight. what is so nice about it?

Everywhere.. anywhere.. anytime.. anybody including man or woman. is Reading it. What is the story about?
I wonder. All I heard was, it is about a girl name B.. something is madly in love with this.. "hot" vampire. Thanks to liyana for telling the story.

Blah blah blah, It is mostly about gushy gushy stuff.. romance and weirdness. Everyone is ready it. But i have to say. I love all their front page. Readers like the story but i don't read. So, I end up "loving" the front page but i don't see the significant of the front page with the story.

An apple? Hand? what does it have to do with vampires? Werewolves? cat? But i think it shows the reader.. how can something perfectly beautiful with no flaws like the apple in the pictureWell after Twilight, Whats the book name again?? Oh yea, New Moon!

Sadly, All i know about this book is how depress is Bella. Oh That is her name Bella ella.. How depress she is when the guy name Edward left her or something. I'm not sure myself.

A new character came in. A guy name Jacob if i'm not mistaken. A werewolf awoooooo~!. So a Love triangle starts.

Depressing flower. Nice flower though whats the name? Anyone?

The third book, Eclipse . From all the front pages this is my favorite. I'm not sure why? It is how silky the ribbon it? Red is an Appealing Colour? Or I'm just trying to fill up my typing spaces? Only god knows why.

This is a story that i don't understand. The Edward guy came back and blah blah blah I'm not sure myself. But seriously What is so nice about this Books? I'm asking not s.! I didn't say it isn't nice. I just want to know why is it nice. I saw a Cooperate Man(executive or some sort) reading this book at McDonald's the other day i was like ahh ughh. To be precise He was reading Breaking Dawn but that still doesn't change the fact why is he reading this book. From what liyana told me, it is a chick book with love and stuff. Well I borrowed Eclipse from Nafisah but after the first page i fell asleep and i don't bother continuing. Well the latest of this series is Breaking Dawn.

The last book 4/4. I have to say. This is ONE COVER I DON'T SEE ANY CONNECTION TO THE BOOK! a chess set? what does it have to do with "pecah" "awal pagi"

The conclusion is I simply do not understand the bloody story. it is too wavy~~

BUT SERIOUSLY
WHAT IS SO NICE
ABOUT THESE BOOKS?

Let me say this.

2008-08-17T23:40:00.014+08:00

To Ameen,

your english is bloody bad. if you read i-fern post properly. Nothing i repeat nothing state that i-fern said interact club is a chinese club.

"It's like for example you have never been or step anywhere near the chinese club then suddenly out of nowhere you are the president."

Do you even know what she meant or not? she said that you never enter a chinese club before and suddenly out of the bloom you are the president of the club. She didn't state that interact club is a chinese club. I would like to ask you if ng i-fern that know i know is a racist. why she friend with me?. You stated that she is immature because she cannot accept the fact? Look at the mirror now you are the president you are all that? What makes you think that I-fern will do what her sister did before? and if you get your facts right. which you don't I-JING(which is spell I not AI) didn't left the club just like that.

"It is so proven that you are so threaten by me over taking you that you just have to say all this nonsense. "

"What is she talking about – is she talking about herself being threatened? How very pathetic – she has a “four year record” to lose; and I don’t have anything to lose or prove if I don't get the presidency. True, I am the new kid on the block and to even maintain a position on the BOD is already impressive for me. Now, who would be more embarrassed for losing the presidency? Who is threatening who now."

Well first of all, she is not threaten by you. You are one really really naive kid. you think the world revolves around you. keep doing that, it will do great with your testimonial. seriously, she doesn't care About BEING THE BLOODY PRESIDENT position. she is happy where she is.

"She criticized me by calling me a dog and always obeying teacher. Well, let me tell her something. Human being live by principles and follow rules in order to get things done the correct way. Rules are there to be followed, if you can’t, you leave. Unless you are able to bring about changes for the better. You need a very good cause to rebel. "

Well, how to say this. its TRUE. you wont be at the president post if you didnt brag about yourself and say A when teacher say A. Human have their intelligent to different shape between the good and the bad. Being logical is not a crime. If she is a rebel she would have her own battalion. If the rules are stupid and indirectly un-logical why should a normal person follow? Do you know that you need to change for the better. At I-fern status she is the best logical person you can ever find. She could be bitchy and ignorant but.. LOGIC DEFEATS your purpose of life.

"Yes I don't memorize the Interact handbook. Does that make you any better?
This, I know - Interact is a Rotary-sponsored service club for young people ages 14- 18. The program gives young people an opportunity to participate in fun, meaningful service projects while developing leadership skills and meeting new friends."

Is that all you know? That is simply not enough.i would like to ask you. Do you know nobody in this whole wide universe even care about the handbook. the handbook is to guide. its not meant to be followed the leader would show the pathway to greatness. IF someone you is leading. we will go nowhere. We will not even move a step since the session began.

"Isn't it obvious now that the club needs new people to bring upon changes and not continue to rot."

Haha you got guts. You say if The Ng family continue their "legacy" the club will continue to rot. Whats make you think the Club will rot? Although everyone have brains doesn't mean that they will make the same '0mistakes'. With you on top. an inexperience 'need kid on the block
' with no history of loving the club. The Club will Rot. Intelligence is a blessing but you are not using it right. Manipulation is not the way to use that intelligence. Being the President doesn't make you all that unless you suck credits from other people's work to yourself. So, I would like to say Lets rot for the future. Service Above President!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST YOUR ENGLISH SUCK! you think using all those big words that you cant even spell is great and make you sound intelligent. I know you are trying but you are just trying to much. please stop before people get annoyed by you.

oh, yea you did say i got attitude problem and love to criticize people in front of their beautiful faces. Why should i keep in my heart? When the person is in front of me. You want attitude i Give you Attitude. Beware.. O.o *peeep pepp " sarcasm spotted" peeeep*

owh please go visit here:

Ng I-fern
Ameen

sincerely your awesome secretary who IS THE ONE NEED TO DO THE PAPER WORK. NOT YOU BUT ME,

Azwan Azhar

PS: please do help me promote my blog just like you did to i-fern's blog. XD

* This post is meant to be in broken english a.k.a. Chinapek english malay-apek english or whatever you call it * (please sense the sarcasm)

What The Fuck!

2008-08-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

WELL THIS IS WILL BE SHORT POST..

the Board of Director list was release.. and i got secretary quite happy but not happy with some of it. wish me luck.. and i wish luck to the other B.o.D.

Happy Holiday Students.. not pointing to college student..

Clueless

2008-08-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

well last monday there was sejarah test and bio test which i am going to fail miserably because i am naturally suck at reading subject.. serious.... if there is no calculation.. i will fail miserably because.. the calculation parts give me marks.. ngehehehheheh...

yesterday.. tursday, meet up with the rotarian with i-fern's family + gautam. for the charity bazaar thingy.. which im in a blur..It seems that there is only 30 minute slot for interact and rotaract performances.. gagaggagag screw it.

tomorrow got additional mathematics test.. Pn. Ananthi said it is "easy" 10 question only... i bet although it is 10 question. sure each qeustion got a,b,c,d maybe until e or f. Pn ananthi will just us ALL...

Sunday!. Rotary Charity Bazaar.. anyone interested come find me. ! we don't care you are LEO or

Chinese Society or whatever.. all we want is "love" haha.. Scratch that. lol . still wondering do i need to come on Saturday to help out.. O.o

Jeng jeng jeng.. still do not know who is the NEW B.O.D. for the 2008/2009 session. i wonder who is going to become president.. O.o i wonder what post i will get lol if i get any >.< if i dont get any i might kill myself soo crushing alot of work this year.. -.-

it seems nice the the ROTARIAN ARE BLOODY NICE~~~~~ AND FRIENDLY~~~ ROTARIAN FOR THE WIN!....

The incoming monday.. SMK Alam megah's IU day.. i wonder going or not.

so many stuff need to be done lol.

Boys Like Girls

2008-08-09T12:21:00.002+08:00

Lol another music video that MUST listen to and watch.

Thunder

in my personal point of view i don't like the name of the song haha

Take That

2008-08-08T14:25:00.007+08:00

Take that

In my opinion the band is filled with whacked jobs. I just re-watch star dust today and I notice this amazing song its called rule the world! after i go youtube-ing for this song I found some of their others songs and they mainly sucks~ by that time.. I couldn't believe that they could produce this amazing song

i think this is the best song i ever heard it is number one on my top songs list!

Should listen to it.

Crapshits

2008-08-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

Damn another frustrating day. ! ! feel like strangling someone. I actually strangle someone.. Thanks to wei zhong who let me strangle him. When every goes well something else always pops up argh screw it.!

Lol another dumb poem

2008-08-07T16:33:00.003+08:00

Untitled

Looking for friendship that will last,
Lasting forever till taint the heart,
True friends are hard to find,
Without them we have no love or pride.

Friendship is a bond,
A thin line which easily break,
Although its fragile,
Nobody can live without it

Friend are our treasure and jewel,
To help us in good or bad situation,
Nobody can disturb this thought,
But there is always obstacles oppose it.

Looking for friends isn't hard,
Just open your mind and heart,
People with approach and say Hi,
All you have to do is to reply.

2008-08-07T16:07:00.002+08:00

is it nice? i drew it on my skin! then i took a picture of it. then i work my magic

lol i was bored and got nothing to do. Today i didnt go to school.. Diarrhea O.o went to the toilet like.. alot. I wonder what happen during addmaths today. Do i have any test today? O.o is there homework today? I'm in a dilemma .. traumatize! because i never go to school!?!!. How uber dramatic is that lol.

A Poem i wrote for EST

2008-08-06T17:24:00.009+08:00

UNTITLED

A large land name Malaysia,
Filled with happiness and sadness,
Politician with dreams,
Replace insanity with love,

Malay, Chinese and Indian,
Live together in peace and harmony,
Friendship which stand strong forever,
Combine our hearts to brace our future,

Malaysia is a developing country,
Full of skyscrapers reaching the trees,
To reach our dreams with determination,
Towers to watch its people with love and purity,

Today Malaysia stand tall,
United,Strong and filled with Serenity,
Now its a country filled with integrity,
Happy 51st birthday to our country.

and who say i cant make a poem? but the poem is so gay but i like the poem. to me it shows the good and bad side of malaysia. NO COUNTRY IS PERFECT!

btw the only reason is that i made this poem because 4m's practical teacher was asking nicely with the orders of pn. fiona

What a funny day

2008-08-06T17:12:00.003+08:00

Before Recess, 4 tanjung was having their chapter 1,2,3 diagnostic test.
when the 4s and 4m came back from PJ everyone saw the answer for the diagnostic test on 4t's WHITE BOARD! and the 4r students who were waiting their friends from that class saw the answers too. you know what happen? EVERYBODY copy and keep it an await for their test hahahahha. Xuekun go ask the chemistry teacher " teacher is all the classes taking the same test" and the teacher answered yes! and xuekun tell teacher that everyone was copying the answer and you know what she replied? No lah.. mana ada. Omg she is so blur everyone was like outside of the class copying the answers on the bored.. i copied too. I copy for future reference.

owh yea during recess RESHNU GOT CHASED BY A PK!SC!/pendidikan khas! Special Class!

then i went to canteen at 1.10 to discuss about the Interact club installation. we were debating on what type of food should be serve.. me and i-fern want western while vila and ameen want asian.. to be specific, nasi lemak -.- i was like what the hell -.- well in my opinion in a formal event who wants to eat nasi lemak. peopel sure want western food or something classy or special. Nasi lemak is like everyday you eat -.-. Damn i was bloody angry at this particular person. He/She said this "owh you want to do something, nvm then" with the tone of saying.. you never do anything before. I was like What the fuck damn bitch that guy/girl -.- but seriously who is going to take him/her seriously -.-

Keyboard, Hammer and The Broken Scissors

2008-08-06T00:46:00.003+08:00

I was bored and got nothing to do.. so i grab what i can find.. and got this! Keyboard, Hammer and The Broken Scissors if i got a poem to go with it ... it would be cool.

I pity the people who need to do the senam aerobik thingy for hari kemanusiaan.. they will be embarrased infront of the whole school. i really wonder.. why pn aliah suggested that and go on with it.. when she knows nobody want to enter >.<

Addmaths test is next week.. next thursday.. im not sure i can do it or not lol.. but i am very good at satistics and chapter 10 but.. chapter 10 is not coming out.. only 6 7 8 and i think i suck at chapter 8 O.o

This friday got physics test... owh yea.. today.. got chemsitry test.. i wonder.. -.-

SERIOUSLY i got nothing to post

30th July 2008

2008-08-05T22:59:00.006+08:00

lol i only now i got the feeling to post this..

well on the 30th of august.. sheila, nafisah and i went yamcha at ENS. After we drink and talk.. we talk some more and then we go to the padang. At the padang, we took a lot bloody pictures but im not going to post all of it.. it would be ridiculous. Here are some of the pictures.

blur much?

such a poser

O.o what the hell is she looking at?

owh crap my butt doesnt fit

Model of the year? i dont think so.

we are loving the topsy turvy world! weee!!

i love the world!!

this is how i got out from my mother's womb~~~

lets pose for the spirit of loops O.o (doesn't make sense does it?)

After all those pictures... we went to.. nafisah house. O.o first time it was .. ok i guess.. well her cats was making noises... it seems like it is mating season. *ngaaauuuuu*

After that we left the house so nafisah could go to her dentist to get her retainer done me and sheila went back to the padang and Continue take more pictures!

Posing much?

O.o

ahhh....

SMILE!

The wind Love me!

The picture said it all

Weeeee~~~

Off to the sunset.~~

Thats About it ~

Rotary Installation

2008-08-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

well on the 25h of july, me and i-fern went to the rotary installation.. had fun with a lot of Rotarians and we took a lot of pictures haha. Met a Rotarian name Mr. Christy.. don't ask so much question he was nice.. and has a piercing on his left ear o.O here are the pictures.

Me LOL!

With Rotarian Alex which is now President Alex.. beside him is I-Fern

Fern with Rotarian Christopher(if I'm not mistaken)

Me , Rotarian Linda and I-Fern

me, Rotarian Christy(he is the rotarian of taman desa. Dont ask me details didnt ask much) and I-Fern

me, Rotarian Nagesh and I-Fern

I-Jing, Me, Rotarian Angie and I-Fern

All the Rotarian on Stage SS-ing (seriously)

I-fern with the Sergeant in arms Staff

Me with it. XD

* There is more pictures.. but i-fern would kill me if i post it.
** Didnt take any picture with Rotarian Looi and Ng O.o forgot XD

O.o wow i updated

2008-08-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

Zzz i don not know what to put la.. Hello bitches and bastard? or hello retards and gootards... gootards? that is a nice word O.o goooooooooTard haha. seriously i do not know what to put here.. maybe i will post something better but later la.. XD

3rd day as a blogger

2007-10-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

let's see today is my 3rd day as a blogger ..

how do i feel?

• nothing much
• no body even reads or see my blog
• how are they to see if im not giving anyone links?
• acting stupid right now..

LOL...

I seriusly don't make sense do I?

2007-10-29T04:50:00.000+08:00

does it make sense when someone.. when he/she is asking something and your didn't listen but ended up doing what he/she said.. o.o does that make sense to you?

Too Bored To Be True

2007-10-29T04:43:00.000+08:00

sadly.. I'm bored like hell.. wait hell isn't boring hell is terrifying
and i ended up starting a blog -.- which is so lame in my opinion right now and i simply do not know why i start this crap.. owh ya i was bored.. too bad then.

let's have a nice start here... WELCOME?.. nah.. hmm maybe hello welcome to my blog nah i don't think so.. any ideas? i know what about booyah welcome to this emotional devastation topic which I'm going to start sooner than you think.

Emotional Devastation what does it mean anyway? er.. emotional.. emo like duh who doesn't know that owh i know you? :D that's all for now...

*actually I'm just drafting ..*